Durian Season

After so Looooooooooonnng...

durian - durians - durian

I haven't eat durian since the last time I volunteered for Durian Fiest - We Ate for Charity II. 

I said NO to the King of Fruit because I got shocked from the way human actually eat Durians when it was eat all you can.

Oh gosh... For Heaven Sake... Like as though they never eaten Durians. 

Anyway, ya I only ate one pieces the last time.

Then, mummy bought some two days ago. 

Weee.... finally, Durians!!!

Yummy *finger licking good*

Sisters Look Alike

Do we look alike?

I personally think that we don't.

Since we were young, everyone used to say that my sis looked like my dad a.k.a the prettier one and I looked like my mum ( not pretty, chubby =_='' )

Eldest daughter : Pretty

Younger daughter : FAT!!!

See the picture below, the sister gained weight. *wakaka*

She claimed that she looked like me now...

Pretty one

FAT one  T_T

~self declare : Lovable~

Yes, sister may seems prettier but I'm ain't that bad!!! *hmpf*

P/S : Mummy said actually I am not a pretty girl but I looked sweet only. So sad =(

Off for the Weekend

Back to Mummy & Daddy

Gonna spend some time with them since my new sem started

No lappie but can online with my phone

-cheers-

wanna blog wanna blog wanna blog 

*when I am back*

Study break till Tuesday

Mid Sem begins on Wed, ends on Fri

4 papers, ONE down

(screwed up my MA 1 dy)

Haven't start studying 

~tsk tsk~

See ya. Good day ppl
=)))

Terrible Torn Tragic Tearful Thursday

Wanna know what happened on Thursday?

I had a bad day... 

Woke up a few minutes late, thus I have to rush out because the traffic at my area all the way to uni is a madness everyday. Even a single minute la cause you a long time on the road. Speed and swayed my way through the busy traffic. I was either on sleepy mode or I am very emo. I was dreaming and thinking what had affected me and Yes, it's him that was in my mine. I was thinking if I only know the non-party boy him and he is exactly portrayed like the family photo on his dad's page. That photo gave me an indefinite affection towards him and I love it so much. Dreaming vs. Driving. Who wins? I was so into thinking and without noticing, the car in front braked. Imagine that I am driving a lil fast, I immediately brake to the max when I realized it. At that moment, I was thinking I will not be able to brake. I was so worried that I may just cause an accident. The distance was just too close to avoid a blast bang. Phew... Luckily, nothing happened. My heart nearly popped out!!! Oh my gosh, thinking deep while driving is bad. Grrrrr...

Someone misunderstood me and thought that I am an attention seeker kept me pondering too. The things said and written were some sort of harsh, Certainly it hurt me directly in some way or another. I am sad that you actually though that way. I am not sure it's me that changed or me that I seem to understand you anymore. A stranger that it making me to build a strong wall between us. Sorry, I need to protect myself! 

Driving in a heavy traffic, feeling lonely, down and emotional. Radio was on, jokes by the DJs didn't make me laugh. It was a calm morning, I felt cold once I woke up. Yet, I on the air-cond in the car till so cold. Cold and lonely once again. 

Guessed I was really not fit emotionally. My face said it all? I think so. Friend noticed. Not too bad because I will tell her. But, guess what. Mr. Lecturer too kinda noticed it. I usually smile but not that time. He looked and gave me a few melting stares. Boom...blush...melting!!! (flying inside but looking dead outside) Finally, just before the class ended, he asked me if I know how to solve the tutorial question. Wow...looked at me till I nodded my head. Weee... I got his attention. Gosh..I sounded something wrong. Hmm =P

Thursday is normally the longest and most hectic day of the week. Only half an hour break from 8am till 4pm. A freaking tiring day added with bad mood equals to double dosage of being moody. I realized that a human can actually drive on an AutoPilot mode sometimes. As I was driving home, I know the route home and I know that I am driving. I felt that I was AutoPilot all the way home. I now wonder, how could that happen. You are driving, you know your way there but without paying much attention, you actually reached the desire destination. Tried that? Better don't try, it's dangerous. Pay full attention while driving! 

A day that I wish someone ask me out. No one did. *sigh* Well, staying at home to chill wasn't that bad. Being a rebellious kid conquering the huge tv and fall asleep. That's was the story of My Thursday, past. 

I definitely wanna share my feelings but I am not in the mood to blog now. Being emotionally affected over one thing or should I say over this particular person. A side from that, I still do think of him not once or twice a day but most of the time. The used to be cheerful and bubbly me became blur and moody today. Mr. Lecturer knows that I am kinda not right too. Got his attention..aiks!! My "visit" nearly cause me a drama if I were to faint in Uni. All in all, it was a gloomy Thursday. Till then, more sharing tomorrow. Gonna log off and have some rest. Goodnight world... 

Don't know if I wanna write about what is bothering me at this moment.

Maybe, I shouldn't say a word now.

Take some time and figure things out.

Relax my mine.

Not sure if that person's post was meant for me.

Sensitively, I felt it was written dedicated to me.

What she mentioned wasn't nice at all.

It disturbs me.

I shall take a moment of silence...

Gone Again

Hmmm... *tsk tsk* I wouldn't said it's embarrassing but kinda not nice because we made so much noise in Zanmai. Worst when some of the workers know me and seen me before because my ex use to work there and I been there before with him. Oh no... we have decided not to step into Zanmai for sometime till the impression of us being so noisy become a blur image to the workers there. Why Zanmai? I reluctantly agreed for Zanmai. Firstly, he worked there before this. Secondly, he loves Zanmai. Lastly, I may bump into him anytime. Sigh..however, for the sake of Rosalyn who did mentioned she wanted to go there and also some of us were craving for Japanese food. The biggest issue was there is a so called private section for us to be award winning drama queens. Table booked and fun begun plus memories created.

Oh my bestie, came back for almost three weeks and she left on July, 3rd 2010. I gathered a bunch of high schoolmates to have a sort of farewell dinner for her on Thursday. I made a reservation at Zanmai and I did requested a private section. I knew that we are all gonna make the whole loads of drama and being the noisiest customers in house. True enough, we did. Taking lotsa pictures, cam whoring and posing were all we did after filling our growling tummies.

Oh my gosh... the among of noise and all of  us rushing to cameras for pictures. The atmosphere in that section were rather slow till we begun will all our stuff. Wonder did we annoyed other customers. Like we bother right, they talked about us but we continued our stuff. The best thing was my bestie was able to have so much fun, I think she did. All the one who came made her smile. I remembrance just before she leave to continue her studies. Thank you ladies for making a great night for Rosalyn.

Last year when she first left homeland, I had no time to have farewell for her. Thus, I decided to have one for her this time. Besides, she will be completing her degree in 2011 and she have no plans to return to serve the homeland. Guess is good for her too because her field of studies allows and provides her a better future if she have a chance to be employ in oversea. I wish you all the best and take care dear. Do visit us as and when during your break.

Framed and I hope she like this photo collage I made for her
The memories Just for You by me. *hugs*

Us who were there and pieces of younger days

Zanmai @ Sunway Pyramid

Jo . Kelly Amy . KarMen . =)

Rose . LinDa . YeeMun . Kelly



Taken by Jo the clumsy photog



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Souvenirs from Russia. Thanks Jo (:

♥ xoxo ♥ 

Where have I been?

Since a long time I haven't been blogging.

Almost half a month since the last post. 

What have I been doing?

Where have I been?

Why didn't I blog?

1. Too busy
2. Hectic semester
3. Friends are back
4. Go out too often
5. FIFA World Cup fever
6. Catching up with friends 
7. Spending time with the bestie 
8. No mood to blog
9. Extremely demotivated
10. Emotionally disturbed
11. Rushing for assignment
12. Away for camp

A dozen reasons listed. I guess I have more. It's just that I can't thought of more or I am just no in the mood to blog at most time. Don't ask me why.

Basically, all I have to say is life still carry on no matter what happens. A reality check that no human can avoid. Life is a contract offered to live with it.