So dead - Assignment Barely Started

The title says it all?!

Spent my weekend with my parents!

Took a break after exams with sleep.

I slept so much on yesterday.

Now, it's Sunday evening and I barely did my assignment.

Only 80 odd words and it requires 1500 - 2500 words.

Gosh, I am so dead!!!

Then, why didn't I start doing before exams?

Because the lecturer only told us what she expected

and merely discussed the assignment.

Ok, I know I procrastinated too much as well.

I blame no one.

So, I need to sacrifice my beloved beauty sleep tonight.

I have to complete by noon tomorrow.

By hook or by crook!!!

I must finish!!!

I asked for it, I meant in delaying my work.

Serves me right!!!

KtanxBai~

Post Mid-Terms But Stress Not Over Yet

So, mid-terms are all over... 

But, an assignment due on Monday which I haven't start till now! 

Felt like a brain drained yesterday. 

The "killer" paper came out to be quite all right. I wouldn't say it's good because the lecturer is very strict in marking but I managed to answer the paper. Scoring is another issue. A 30 marks paper scale down to only 10%. Gosh..this is scary..worst for finals then. This is a fully theory based analytically and logical thinking subject for my major.   

Contrary, the paper yesterday wasn't good at all. Well, I didn't put in much time to study because it was back-to-back with the killer paper. I was so tired after the "killer". I was quite panic and didn't felt good at all. I could not concentrate studying at home so, I left to uni early to revise a bit. Nevertheless, I did get few things into my head. The paper was at 2.30 pm. Sat at the very first place in the exam hall, panic! I did the first question which I'd memorized the Sections well. Then, came other two questions and I was quite confused but attempted. Last, the question four sucked big time. I didn't know how to attempt at all. I just wrote something there. Calculation with some theory paper of 40%. Sad, I really hope that I will score just a past for mid term and for finals will be better. 

Sigh, I was so down yesterday... 

After the test, I drove home straight to avoid the bad traffic. I did but was kinda heavy traffic as well. Felt so down that I blasted Lady Gaga's song to a maximum. Like seriously loud. Perhaps, a mini club driving around. I wonder will my Amps spoil. Gosh... 

I think...

EXAMS, ASSIGNMENTS & PMS never work well!!! 

Nuff said...I very awesome conclusion. Lol.. 

Today, lazy day..

Ate too much over brunch I supposed because I too a long nap just. 

I must definitely start my assignment later. 

Stress overloaded because an assignment is not an easy one. 

Hopefully, can complete by Monday morning. 

It's April : Current Update Since January

Hahaha

HELLO!!!

I am doing great just lazy and busy to Blog about my life.

So many things, too Colourful...

So far, So GOOD.

Currently in my "FINAL" semester but I am extending my Graduation Project (FYP) in order to concentrate on the remaining subjects with 2 cores and 1 elective.

2 Cores = 2 Killers (1 being the extreme)

"Final" Semester = Completed all subjects for my degree

Hopefully, I can complete all by June and able to extend my FYP (results will be out within these 2 weeks).

Oh ya, Mid Term exams on Thursday and Friday AND assignment due on Monday.

Life is GREAT?

Plus, parents are coming back over the weekend.

So, I've gotta spend time with them and run some errands.

GOSH!!!

So yea..

Blogging needs lotsa effort to ponder on what to write on.

Well, sometimes it's great to Blog because I always need to "let it out".

Nevertheless, I do have a great listener in my life currently!

Till then...

My NEW Toy for 2013

It's finally in my hands. 

New Toy! 

MY SAMSUNG GALAXY NOTE II. 

Yes, NEW! Still in the box + freebies! 

I was so undecided between Iphone or Note II. 

After much surveys and findings on both plus what I need best in a smartphone, I picked a Note II. 

I've played with both but for few circumstances, my choice should suit me best. 

I needed a phone to celebrate the New Year and the New Me?! 

Perhaps!

Or, it's a Birthday Present to Self?! 

Yeah! More like it as February is approaching! 

But, that's not the case. 

My very loyal Nokia E72 for 3 three years is taking a toll. 

It switches on and switches as and when it wishes. 

It also hangs whenever especially after a call. 

Worst when I urgently need to make a few calls or from calls to text messages, it fails me all the time. 

Nonetheless, indeed loyal to me and I do love it. 

I love the keypad. 

I hope when I switch to using the Note II, I'd be fine. 

Note II, user friendly? 

LOL, I don't know yet because I can see and touch it but can't use it as I don't have a Nano-Sim!!! 

I'll need to go get it tomorrow!!! Urgently!!! 

GAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.........

P/S : I love the freebies, essentials!!! Immahappygirl!!! 

New Year's Rseolution

Owh Owh...

I forgotten to mention about New Year's Resolution in my previous post.

Totally didn't strike my mind.

Hahaha.. New Year's Resolution???

I don't really have any resolutions every year.

Not because I don't wanna be committed to anything or I don't have a goal, I do.

But, commitments and goals comes as we go through life day by day.

Hence, I don't list any resolutions every year.

I do what life treat me every day.

What God has arranged for me.

I carry on living my life to the fullest despite the ups and downs.

This is Life...

WAIT..............!

A LIFETIME Resolution is TO EAT LESSER & LOSE WEIGHT!!!

Never seemed to be committed or goal achieved though.

Never did happen.

Hahaha... I have to begin this year!!!

So, this should be my 2013 Resolution.

Wakakaka...

It's 2013 Already! Happy New Year!

My first post of the year...

Hahaha.. 14 days of a brand new year!

TUESDAY, JANUARY 1 2013.

Not too late to post a "New Year" post isn't it?!

LOL!

Find this image cute because '12' is being dragged away as '13' takes it place.

It looked like '12' reluctantly leaving but '13' has had already joined the team for 2013!

Anyhow, it's 2013 already.
Let 2012 be a PAST.

Good days give us happiness,
Bad days give us experiences,
We need both in life.

Embrace the New Year!

GOD'S BLESSING, GUIDANCE & PROTECTION for 2013. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

Semester 3 of 2012

A month past of semester break had officially ended. The new semester commenced only few days but I feel exhausted as I am attending few classes to try out which subject that I want to take for this semester. Is is a short semester this year-end with many public holidays. Definitely going to a hectic semester but considering the best subject for myself. 

Besides, uni-mates too creating a hassle as they too deciding what subjects to be taken and every one says something different about the subject regarding which is easier, which is not. Some are followers when one person plans the schedule and the other follows. I do have friends like that. 

Hence, every time when there is a break between classes, we discuss. Till I have no time to eat. Just like today I only had a cereal bar for the day till I reach home at five in the evening. I was so bogged up with the mess of which subject for this semester. I was really hungry since I woke up at 6am and planned to have breakfast but didn't make it. 

Is this semester gonna suck me up like last semester? 

I hope not. Because last semester's stress begun in the second week. *phew* Done! 

As far as I need to concentrate on my studies, I want to enjoy the journey of uni life too. 

Till then, print some notes and off to bed. 

P/S: I should be seeing him for dinner tomorrow. I hope that it's really happening and I can't wait to see him. 

He is out since dinner today, I don't know who he went out with but most probably the gf. I may sound jealous but as usual I am waiting for his texts and Goodnight HUGS! 

*woots* Speaking of the devil, he just texted me. 

I'm (We're) Upset Over Meeting Up and Ranks in Life

I'm upset,

You're upset,

We're both upset. 

It is getting so tensed up. Can we not discuss the topic anymore? 

Because you're sounding like you're angry rather than you're upset. 

I don't want to cry. 

I don't want to to cry myself to sleep tonight. 

I don't want to cry because of you. 

It hurts more than any other things.

Because when I cry,

I tend to have negative thoughts about you and I. 

I get tired,

I get angry,

I get upset, 

It makes me feel so down when bad things happen between us. 

I wonder how do you feel at times. 

But, today I know I made you upset as well. 

What actually happened? 

It started off with me telling him that I am unhappy about him. The case was, I bought a voucher to diner at some restaurant which he wanted to go as well. I told him about it more or less about a month but he had yet to find the time to go with me. Why am I pressuring him it's because there is a due date to this voucher which is by the end of November. Only a few day left and I know many people bought this voucher too, and it's a first come first serve basis so I am not sure if we'll get a chance when we walk-in. So, I really wanna go early and he knows it. 

He is working from Mondays to Saturdays, so basically only Sundays that he is free and he has got many people to meet. On week nights, I rarely have a chance to meet him because he has dinner plans except with me. I may sound jealous but I am really wanting to meet him all the time. So, it's a Sunday today. I really did hope that we could use the voucher today as I know it is very hard to catch him on weekdays and only four days left before it ends. 

I placed hope, it crashed because he was out with his brother whole day then needed rest. I am all right with that. But, what sadden me was the feeling if he is keen on meeting me. I always doubt on that matter because he meets every other people except me. Also, it's me who's the one who always calls him wanting to meet him. I get tired when I held hope to meet him and in the end all I get was reasons of other plans. 

I asked him if he is keen on going for the meal, if he is not then don't hesitate to tell me. But, he didn't give me an answer to that question. Skipped that. Then, I told him what my aunt said to me. "If a guy don't want to meet you, he will give many reasons just to avoid you". The thought of it hit my heart, it hurts when I think that if he don't want to meet me. He asked me in return "Why wouldn't I want to meet you"? I can't answer that because I was already upset, but coming to think of it now he do actually want to meet me badly at times. 

I further told him that I felt like I am nobody to him and he is often forced to meet me. I was upset. His replies begun to be a lil different so I asked if he is angry but no, he is upset too. He is upset that he want to meet ME, brother, the gf and friends but, I do not have much time. Saw that, my name comes before her. Anyway, that's not the point. I replied saying that I'm speechless and I don't know what to do as well. I lose to all on the list so I'll just shut up, I said. 

The tense begins! He prompt me these questions.

Why? 

Why are you ranking? 

Why do you give yourself ranking and others as well?

Does it really matter? 

My emotions fall deep under, I feel so upset at the point of crying. I don't know why did I ranked. Perhaps, it really matters to me. As I knew him only for the past one year as compared to others, so of course the rest are more important to him. 

He sounded more angry. Insisting that he don't rank. Maybe an exception that is Family above all. I am all fine with that because who doesn't put family first. I am sad, I do ranked myself lower compared to the rest, I was truthful. He still don't get why do I have to rank. Me too, I myself don't know too and I apologized because I felt that way. Again he asked if it is important.

I don't know. I seriously don't know but it feels that way. I think it is because I am so attached to you. "Attached" may not be the right word but I did want to tell him so that he knows I am very much attached to him. 

He then went to bed and seriously not knowing why do it really matter to me. Something for us to ponder on, I supposed. But, often enough he don't think about it. And when we meet up, we seemed like a very happy, loving couple actually we are not in a relationship. 

No "HUGS" at the end of the day for me! 

Sigh... 

I asked for it? 

Add ons: To me, there is an exception to placing family first then it will be my loved one. As in putting my boyfriend after family. But, to him this is not the case. He once told me that he place career, friends and many more before the girlfriend. I want to be the one he place after his family. Obviously I want to be the one rank the first to him. I want to be him most important person in his life. I admit, he is very important to me and I cannot deny that I am very attached to him. Sigh...