The Gender Confused Smart Alex

How can I recover immediately?
&
When will I be fully recovered?

Need some Magical Cure...

This is my status on Facebook. I wrote this because I am down with cough and flu. I nearly fall ill recently and avoiding being sick now. I need to recover as soon as possible because cough and flu are very annoying. Coughing makes my throat dry and cleaning my running nose make my ear drums' hurt. Don't you think I need some speedy magical cure?

So yea, don't be a Smart Alex when you not know what cure I am needing. This person that I knew is not the first time being so. She gets on my nerves at most times. She annoys me when she act like a person that knows it all when she knows ZERO. That's "Smart Alex"!!! Gah...I am mad talking about her, this gender and relationship  confused person... *not discriminating her but she needs to know herself more*

I posted that on Facebook and she being very smart, she thought that I am talking about my past relationship and getting over it. Hell No... I need fast, speedy and effective cure for my sickness but NOT cure for a broken heart. I will cure that and time will take me through. 

Then, there was one I went for a friend's open house and she invited for her Barbeque Gathering some time soon or maybe after this semester. No was my answer to that. Not because I dislike her or what but I am bogged up with other responsibilities. Some time soon is a big no no because finals are around the corner, then I've a convention after that. Thus, how am I suppose to attend. She told me off "You busy or you just don't wanna attend?" I should have answer her both.

Oh why the "Smart Alex" issue linked with this was because I told her I don't often go at night. She didn't believe me and stared at me. She accused me as a party girl that goes out every night. Let me ponder on this, Why do I need to go out every night? I can't find any reason for that. Back to business, she told me that I used to go out every day after classes till night falls last time. I told her that was last time. I not often out when night falls ever since I broke up. Grrr.. She just had to made me said that. 

Oh No!!!

No POST lately!!!

I am so lazy to write stuff but there are tonnes of dramas happening around me. 

Will be back in no time with a slow pace.

(just realized, the last post was a month ago)

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Big day but No manners

When someone wishes you on your Birthday, do have some manners to thank that person and appreciate the blessing. Not so much on appreciating it but the manners to thank people. For God's sake, it was a blessing/wish. It wasn't a curse at all that will make your life miserable. On your birthday, people honor you on your big day. Wishes for you, dude! 

How old are you to not think like an adult and act like a grown up person? No matter how much you hate that person, how  much the person does not matter in your life or even that person does not exist anymore, have the manners dude. Weren't you taught what manners are. Worst when you're a child of educators. you should have good manners and a nice person. Both parents are educating others and you being so boastful does not have any manners. What a shameful thing, disgrace.

Overwhelming disappointment. 

Let's make the wish into a curse, muahahaha... 

Shopped like never before

Shopping Spree 

didn't plan to but anything

 but ended  up with

4 skirts

made in 4 different country

from 1 boutique

It was on S.A.L.E. 

such Good Bargains 

Great Awesomeness

I am loving all of 'em

So freaking happy

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I didn't feel this good since a long time

I was mostly on Retail Therapy before this

Spending money like nobody's business for non-essential 

Thus, I am so broke now!

I hope I don't need therapy anymore

but I shop because I need and like the things

I'll work hard to earn money 

To pay debts and for shopping

I think I know why Binie calls me a shopaholic

I strong defend that because I am NOT one!!!

I just love, like and live shopping. 

Jr. Shopaholic, maybe... 

I can... 

Not go to the cinema for movies

Not drink cocktails at a bar

Not eat exclusive meals

Not indulge in spas

But I cannot not Shop!!!

Mummy and Daddy are getting old. I can see the difference from years ago and now. They worked so hard through their entire life even till today. I asked them to go on trips for a break, Mummy do but Daddy don't. Mummy always tell me that Daddy will only go after I complete my studies. I see Daddy is so exhausted every day after work but never once he'd say a word. I don't want Daddy to work so hard at this age by waking up wee hours in the morning to prepare for work, I wish he can stop working but of course he can't because the family needs to eat. 

I can't wait till the day I graduate and have a steady job with a source of income. I want Daddy to rest and do what he enjoys. I don't want to be their burden. Daddy really had enough of work and needs some rest. 

Mummy and Daddy, I  ♥ you

Our photo - The Last and For All

I came across the only picture taken with my phone when we were sweetly together as a couple. Every time when I looked at that picture, I felt so love when I was with you. Then when you first left, I looked at the photograph of you kissing my cheek makes me cry. Now, I miss you once again when I just saw the photo. I honestly say that I felt so loved, so contented and so sweet in the picture. I miss being in someone's arms, I want someone to pamper me and I need to be owned. I miss all of that.

I miss jerkie. Thus, I went to his FB to see how is he doing. As I scrolled down the page, post after post he was doing fine till a post he said he just got himself home after a Hit & Run accident. Bruises all over and body aches. He could not grab whole oh the driver because by the time he got up and held his bike, that fellow left. The driver was such a nuisance, no sympathy and extremely irresponsible. Ouch... pain on his body!! 

I felt uneasy too. I wished I was there or I know how is he now. Though, he is not as significant anymore but he is still someone I knew. I feel sorry whenever any of my friends no matter close nor I just met you once, I don't want to see mishaps involving them. Gah....... Is he severely injured? Skinned arms for sure. Sigh... 

Then again, I know him well enough. I know how he rides his bike. Can't he just ride carefully and be cautious on the road. Every road users are to be responsible and have the duty to care while you're on the road. Well, knowing him who can't even drive patiently just can't be a safe user. I have no doubt that he rode like a mad jerk. Sometimes, I think that he too the cause of accident. He just don't learn after several times of accidents. Bad luck, jerkie!!!

The last and for all I stared at the photo and that's it. The photograph is now kept in a folder that I will not see at any time. I avoid looking at it and I restrict myself from opening that folder because it is filled with moments of you and me, the life we once went through together and now it's a memory for me. Take care, jerkie...

A picture filled with feelings and emotions

Miss - Missing - Missed

You're not My Topics anymore

No matter how much I deny that it does not matters me anymore, how much I don't want to talk about it, a gazzilion times I tell myself to not leave in the past and let the past be the past; I still do think of the jerk whenever I see your name, things that you're involve in, places that you belong to and so on. Even the college's name appears, it's only you. Sigh! Deep in my heart, there is still a cling that I am not fully forgotten about you. Though I don't look like a dead body and depressed but it's hurts. I may smile cheerfully and laugh of loud every day, I do keep quiet and ponder upon our past. I still get upset you no long be with me. Day by day, the time I think of you differs, I admit that my mind is occupied by someone else. However, I am heavy hearted to let go fully of you in my heart. Yet, I have to because you no longer know me. This is sad.

I am glad to say that I don't cry anymore. Though I feel like it sometimes but the tears are all dried up. No more tears are meant for you, jerk. I am not the same since then. I avoid from talking about you, I dislike seeing people that know you. I feel better this way. I am so much happier not relating you in my topics every time. I am even happier when people come and tell me that 'Hey, you looked so much better now. The me that they once knows is back!' How glad when I heard that. Hugs...

I am now very HAPPY.

I SMILE cheerfully.

I am ENJOYing life.

Live - Laugh - Love