Friday, 6th of October

I haven't been doing anything since I stepped in to the office for about 2 hours ago.

Web browsing, chatting and playing games were all I did.
Not forgetting to act like as though I am working. (pokerfacegamestrong)

Got bored of everything then I was contemplating to write a post or not.

Here I am typing this.

What do I have in mind to wrote about?!
I do want to write a post of:-
1. A new cafe we went.
2. New job.
3. What made me resigned from my previous employer.
4. How was the resignation.
5. My usual short updating or when I am bored posts. 

I have always said that I haven't been blogging properly.
Plain lazy, not wanting to look at the PC after work and all in all didn't find the time (passion) to write anymore.

My most active days was when I broke up with my first love, I was so torn then and the only way to relieve myself from sorrows was through blogging.
Through words, I expressed my emotions, sorrows and loneliness.

As years gone by, I grew over time.
I learnt to handle emotions better in the form of love (not well in many other ways, as life is always about learning)
Self discovery, healing and embracing; love happens / love falling apart etc.

Also over the years, I've graduated cause I think I was still in my uni days when I broke up.
Although on and off I did wrote posts.
I have also switched jobs since.
I am currently in my third job switch with both jobs previously were between 1.5 years to slightly over 2 years.
I am a working adult now, managing my own finances and working hard to acheieve dreams in life.

I am still single by the way, always hoping to meet my Mr. Right soon.
Not exactly looking or finding for one, just hope that this person will be in my life some day.

Let's wrap this post for now.
It's almost lunch hour.
Some colleagues went out as early as 11.30am for lunch.
Oh yes, the office is really quiet today. More quieter for me as my talkative neighbor is on MC.
I brought food and I'll lunch "in", hopefully no disturbance.


Edited to add my lunch for today (lunch alone), no one in the office.
Done eating, watching a documentary now.

No rice day!

At 4.30pm On A Wednesday - 7/06/17

On the month of Ramadhan (Muslims’ fasting month/Holy Month), my colleagues are able to leave office a hour earlier. This makes the office being very quiet after half past four. It’s been two weeks now whilst me too have been leaving on time after working hours. As for today, I am already off work since 3ish. Self declared for being very free. Basically no mood and seriously kinda free, as in not too hectic with reports and clearing some “shit”.

I am now basically waiting for the clock to touch off working hours and I am done. But…I am too hungry that I bought a Roti John to share with a colleague. That means I will not be able to leave on time. Hence, I will leave once I am done eating.

Then again, I am contemplating if I should hop to the mall to get a pair of slippers. My Crocs slippers that I’ve been wearing for more than a good two years are worn out. I am still wearing it in and out the house and while I drive but I felt embarrassed to wear it out when I meet people. And this weekend I have a family even to attend which I will be outstation over the long weekend. Definitely a pair of presentable slippers is needed out and about the hotel room as I will be heading to a small and cosy town with relatives.  

Let me decide once I am done eating. Hungry and cold now, can’t wait till half past five to get to the pantry to eat and chill since I am already feeling bored at my place. That when I am writing this post.

Thirteen minutes to go.

Till then… 

Oh, simply had a title for this post and noticed the date is 17/06/17. Nothing much... ^^

Almost time, in ten minutes... 

Edited: WHOPPPSSSSS..... it's not 17 but 7th of the month... Hahaha.. 

Dear SE Boss's Boss

Dear Boss’s BOSS,

I am not sure when will be the best time to meet you to raise my concerns to you as I am uncertain how should I approach you and when will it be convenient.

I am utterly helpless and speechless in this situation as a subordinate sitting under my boss’s team.

I am uncertain too if this is a personal attack towards my attitude at work which unlikely of as I still have respects towards a boss and an elderly, also I reduce my contact with her to avoid these undesired  treatments.

My concern is that if I have done any mistakes in my job task, I am open to being approached, scolded, advised and corrected.

Nonetheless, I am not able to being put words or mistake in my mouth for things I did not or have not done wrong.

Just like on Monday which was the company’s new logo unveiling, I came up to the office at 3.30pm but I was being angrily told off and questioned that why am I hanging around downstairs when everyone else was back in the office.

At that moment of time, not many people were back at their workstations. Then I was being questioned why did I eat downstairs even after I had lunch.

My boss wanted me to check on the LC of India project – Virgo and Erson that I checked soon after.

In this situation, I felt humiliated as though eating at a company event was wrong.

Next, was that WOMAN wanted to know and check on things which I excel in, instead she asked a more senior in age and year of service colleague. This colleague then needed to come and check with me. For goodness sake, such an unprofessional BOSS she is. Just a boss being Bossy but not a leader who leads the subordinate.  

Then, yesterday she told me to check on NAP’s Invoice for collection, I met Syams on this and I have also dropped an email subsequently. Later I have also explained to Kak Eej on the progress.

This morning, that WOMAN told Kak Eej angrily that “I told someone to go and check but that person did not check”.

Please be fair and true, I have done what I was told to. What her problem and Why must she talk in this manner?! What have I done wrong?!

Last but not least things that she wanted me to hear or be aware of, she spoke extremely LOUD and STERN. Such a kid's action, childish much. She thinks that I will ever assist to check or respond. Opps, no more! I have enough and sick of her behaviour. 

Best-est regards, 

Your Subordinate's SUBORDINATE. 

P/S : I felt so unappreciated at work and I do not feeling like coming to work anymore.