I Laughed at Jerk but Just A Dream

Thinking of a person too much do make you dream? 

Avoiding talking about him it's a sign that you're not over him?

I totally disagree with both!!! 

I have a better person in mind to think of these days and I am totally enjoying having that person in my mind. I have no time for people who do not care about me and my existence anymore. No point wasting time on that jerk. I frankly admit that I do think of this person often, who occupied my time. 

As for am I over that jerk, I do not have a answer to that. I still do talk about him and I am fine talking about it. No heartbreaks touching on the topic of jerk and it won't make me emo. I can say he is not affecting me anymore. I am much happier and free now. I believe I can go through and make that as a past. Time will tell.

Oh ya, what I wanted to share was that I dreamt of that jerk just this morning. I laughed so much when I think of it and hope that it's real. The dream was the jerk studying or revising Math. He was sitting at a table with some simply Math books lying opened on the table. I can see from his face that he was actually facing problem to solve them. Then, I walked in with a friend and I had a shock of my life that he is actually studying. I announced to the room loudly and clearly " ____(jerk's full name)____ is actually STUDYING". I did it in a very sarcastic tone. I walked away arrogantly. I feel the evilness in me. Muahahaha!!! 

How nice if it's gonna really happen. 

What will I do? 

Will my evilness rule me or Will I go over to help him? 

I wonder... 

I'll decide if it really do happens!

P/S : Math was/is Jerk's WORST subject. He never did excel in Math. 

A Laugh Just before Bed

It was past twelve midnight and I switched the room lights for bed. My aunt was giggling, she told me she just recalled bed times when I was younger. I asked, so what's it about? The giggling begins then. Remembered the time when your sister, you and I used to sleep in the same room. You said "Ghost" "Ghost" whenever your sister off the lights. You always shout that the "Ghost" will come and catch you. Then, your sister yelled at you and a quarrel begun. That was the story and I started laughing but need to control the volume. Goodness, the silly me once a upon a time. Lights off and "Ghost"!!! Haha... 

Post Sharon's Day Dining

TGIF!!!

LAN classes ended early so, we went for dinner.

Coincidently the reservation is a day after Sharon's birthday.

Where to???

Subang Jaya

What's on the Menu???

Cream of Mushroom

Peach Smoothies 'n' Banana Peach Strawberry Smoothies

Seafood Black Pepper Pasta

Bangers and Mash

Chocolate Fondue

Which are featured???

Ma Fav - Marshmallow dipped Chocolate

3 Musketeers - aren't they cute?

They looked Lovingly Harmony, me love ♡

Just smile with Love

Who's the guest with me???

Happy 22nd Birthday

That's the Friday for both of us before the break for Lunar New Year...

The Rabbit is hopping in along the way while Tiger is roaring back... 

- Admiration -

- Attraction -

- Affection -

The above are almost unavoidable.

All involve the heart.

Consequently,

One tends to unconsciously trapped in confusing feelings. 

How nice if one could just take the Heart out so that there are no more feelings. 

But can't because one will die.

Alternatively,

It's best if one can remove feelings from the Heart and still live. 

.........................................................................

Pui Yi said,

It's all in the Brain. Heart's only function is to pump blood. =P

...........................................................................

I say,

That's the Heart's duty biologically. Everyone knows that if not we won't live anymore. However, emotionally the Heart do have feelings. Human beings are often affected by feelings. 

Consciously, Subconsciously & Unconsciously

Snowflake Increased

Increased? 

What Increased???

Me increasing the consumption? 

Yes, definitely!

Increase of Ice, Toppings, or Sweetness??? 

No and/or Never!!!

O_O PRICE INCREASED O_O

...from RM5.50 to ....RM6.50 

For

• Grass Jelly Ice Series
• Taro Balls Series
• Soya Ice Series

and....RM6.90 for Snowflake Bestseller instead of RM5.90

A total of One Ringgit increased for every bowl. Wow!!!

That was my first reaction yet I still bought it. Haha...

Dessert after Dinner

my share - Coco Loco

Coco Loco is a Soya Iced base, Taro Balls (also Sweet Potato Balls), Jelly Noodles, Grass Jelly with Coconut Milk + Gula Melaka. It's not bad, worry not that it doesn't taste any Santan-ish. Too much of Coconut Milk will just make you puke. This combination is just nice. Do try it...

P/S : New outlet at Kuchai Entrepreneurs 

( beside Hainam Kopitiam ) 

Full Filled Saturday the 22nd

Woke up slightly late and took quite sometime to get ready for class. So, I need to speed in order to be in time. I took less than 15 minutes to Pusat Bandar Damamsara for class, imagine how fast I drove. Lecturer started with introducing the topic and I thought I'm the latest to enter. Yay, wasn't me. A girl entered when the lecture is done. Great!!! Breakfast was Iced Horlicks and Roti Pisang. Nice and sweet... (opps, no pics)

Went back to see my juniors who is doing her Form Six and to visit my teachers. Not many familiar faces I know of, the teacher who taught me retired or on MC. Only a few where there. Oh yea, finally I get rid of my books,  gave it all to a junior I met in convention. I cleared my shelf. Bravo!!!

Lunch with some friends who are known as one family inclusive of Yin, Yew and Shaun. We went to Banana Leaf Rice at Kanna Curry House. Here is my yummy finger licking good rice on the leaf...

Vegetarian Selection *spicy*

Ho ho ho, full-filling lunch and some catch up moments but some point of time I was lost between them. They were having a group conversation and I was left out. I didn't know what was going on. Then, a Alumnae Meeting suppose to be at 2pm but I went at half past two. The teacher started talking, obviously. Followed up with the nomination and election of the Committee Members for 2011. Guess what?! I was nominated as the President - I wonder who nominated me, I thank her for looking up on me but I didn't want to stand for election with the seniors. They were really seniors to me, luckily I made a right choice to step back. Congratulations to the new board members. Hopefully, the Alumnae will be a very successful one. 

At the same time of the meeting, my company were having an event too. I was suppose to be there as soon as I am able to leave the meeting. I did, I left after some socializing and tea break which was the student and teacher updating moments. Then, hurriedly drove off to the event. Half way thru and my lady boss called saying that the award presentation over. Errr...a lil "paiseh". I told her I's thought I'll make it in time to help in some clearing and packing. Too late...but I went over to meet everyone else there since a company dinner, later. 

Oh my fav... Going Japanese this year. Our boss brought us to a authentic Japanese Cuisine called Ikyu located in Taman Desa. Kinda pricy but worth the money. Very big portion, fresh and delicious. I will sure to be back. I just love sashimi, sushi, tempura and the rest of Japanese food. Oh yea, one thing best which is they make their own Green Tea ice cream. You'd love it at the first spoon. More than just Yumz!!!

 Tempura Sashimi Set

Ocha Ice Cream with Azuki

Finally, I am home. Twelve hours here and there non stopped. I just wanna sit back and relax. But the notifications of assignment message kept on popping up. I decided to not look at it because it's just too much for me. Chatted with some friends to relax though I was really tired. I enjoyed chatting with this one friend *wink*. That's all for the day, Here In My Home - Off to bed...

Friday going on Saturday

TGIF??!!

Hmmm... Can say so...

Why? Class suppose to end at 6.30 pm that's when the rush hour after work but ended at 5pm. Great.. Hurried exit the car park and drove home. Slow moving cars yet bearable. I can't imagine driving back half past six. I'll be mad I guess. I need to be more patient on the road. Life is priceless!

Oh ya, many many notifications on FB today. Tagged in photos and comments. Came back and looked at them all. I have a  good laugh. The friendship and valuable memories last weekend during FT. I miss all of them. 

So, what's for tomorrow? Stay at home  to hibernate? I'd love to and wish for...

I have a replacement class which starts at 8.30am. Thank God, only two hours. I have a whole long day, you see. I'll drop by my school where I did my Sixth Form to meet the juniors who went for convention last December and pass them books plus meeting my teachers. Then, I need to eat... I have in mind what to eat but I need someone to go with or should I go solo? Banana Leaf Rice or Dim Sum (sudden crave). 

Off to high school for an alumnae meeting. At the same time, my company event will also be going on. I am suppose to be at both?! My ex-discipline teacher commanded me to be at the meeting because she said alma mater is more important than work. Erm... yea, maybe. Thus, I'll be there for the alumnae meeting for awhile and quickly rush off to the event. All the way to dinner time.. 

Yay!!! Definitely will enjoy my dinner. Company Dinner, go Japanese this year. Arigato =) I don't know the venue yet but boos said will be Japanese Cuisine. *thumbs up* Yumz, my fav... 

Till then, eyes getting tired...

*toddles* 

Source from Bestie's tumblr

I MADE IT THROUGH THE RAIN

By Barry Manilow

We dreamers have our ways

Of facing rainy days

And somehow we survive

We keep the feelings warm

Protect them from the storm

Until our time arrives

Then one day the sun appears

And we come shining through those lonely years

I made it through the rain

I kept my world protected

I made it through the rain

I kept my point of view

I made it through the rain

And found myself respected

By the others who

Got rained on too

And made it through

When friends are hard to find

And life seems so unkind

Sometimes you feel so afraid

Just aim beyond the clouds

And rise above the crowds

And start your own parade

Cause when I chased my fears away

That's when I knew that I could finally say

I made it through the rain

I kept my world protected

I made it through the rain

I kept my point of view

I made it through the rain

And found myself respected

By the others who

Got rained on too

And made it through

I made it through the rain

I kept my world protected

I made it through the rain

I kept my point of view

I made it through the rain

And found myself respected

By the others who

Got rained on too

And made it through

I've been listening to this song over and over again the past few days. Credits to the Lasallian Community that they played this song last weekend. The song is now in my head. A very inspirational song. Reflecting on the lyrics of the song, I think I really did Made It Through the Rain. I am happy that I chased my fears away and be here where I am today. I am no longer haunted by the past. I believe I am stronger from now on.

I MADE IT THROUGH THE RAIN!!!

Crave for Junks

I use to love Thursdays in my second semester because I have a tutorial with the lecturer I liked. Then, in this semester, the schedule is so scattered. One class can be at 8 am and the next at 2 pm with a 4 hours break in between. This is exactly the time slot for me today. MC was my first class, four long hours of break and MKT after lunch till 4 pm. Supposedly to be at work by then but it took me a hour to reach home. Once then, I hurried for quick meal and dashed off to work. This didn't stopped till past 10 pm. Ah...finally!! Work ended and all I want was food, precisely, JUNK FOOD.

After a long day, you'd probably just wanna sit back and relax. Exactly what I wanna do at this moment. Just to chuck my bag aside, sit and munch on junk food. I wanna eat junk food so badly. Oh yes, I did that... Relaxing by having a warm shower. Wow, nice. More wonderfully if it was a warm tub of milk for me and sit back and relax. Yea, dream on. Oh food.... I need 'em....

I had Marigold 0% fat yogurt with Peach Mango flavored. Oh something healthy to curb hunger before heading to junk food which can't fill my tummy. Then, I ate Seaweed and Mr. Potato. Not much but pleased my crave for junks. Oh and also a small square of chocolate. Hah... after awhile, I went to bed. I was mentally tired more than physically. I have this bad habit that when I am mentally tired, I start to be emo and negative. Sleeping it off is the best.

That was yesterday and I am in college now for a class that will end at half past six. Urgh...

Finding strength within myself

I believe in Me!!!

Start the Semester Rolling

Sitting here doing nothing. With no one next to me. Kinda bored so I decided to write something here. I came so early to college was just to get a parking space. Can't you imagine how "Kiasu" that is? Lol...yea! Everyone here are somewhat the same. If you're late by 5 minutes, the whole parking area will be filled by 10%. Massive!!! Well, what can I say, it's the cheapest parking place for students here. 

Guess what time is my class? Should I even ask myself if I have to be here today? Erm... There s a class later at 2pm but I am still thinking if I am going attend the class because it's going to be a rush for me to get to work at 4pm. Undecided, yet. Oh yea, the will be a same lecture tomorrow at 12pm. Therefore, I am thinking of attending the latter instead. Wait...! I shall just attend the lecture today instead of coming all the way again tomorrow just for one slot. By the time tutorial starts, I'll be able to manage my schedule and use my time more productive. Yes, DECIDED!!! *whee*

On the very first day of a new semester, not feeling sleeping at all and I had no problem waking up. Basically, I didn't sleep soundly last night, luckily I am not falling a sleep. Maybe later, though. Back to business, I heard that results will be out on the very first day, hopeful for a good start. Yet, it's not out *tsk tsk* nervously waiting. Fingers crossed so that I can smoothly proceed with the other subjects. 

. : New Year . New Semester . New Beginning : . 

 . :  More Focus . Set A Goal . Aim High : . 

Cowboy, Daddy

Dinner date with Daddy since Mummy dinner with her singing classmates. 

I suggested Mc Donald's Prosperity Burger to dad but he said we can have that anytime. So, I make sure I'll have it with him next time =)

In the end we went to Old Western Cowboy near our residence...

Old Western Cowboy - The ambience is kind of romantic with dimmed yellow lights and normal settings. Definitely not a high-end western restaurant. It's more like an affordable family restaurant just for the feel of having some western cuisine. The place was not crowded but it was 80% filled. Maybe because it's the only western restaurant; therefore, there were many people. Though the food was not exactly what I expected or am I too picky. 

Iced Lemon Tea - Dad ordered a medium sized. it's enough for two. Initially, I didn't order any drinks because I thought of having desserts after meal. But I was too full and I shared dad's drink. He complained it was too sour. I liked it being on the sour side so that it helps digestion. 

Spaghetti Bolognese (Chicken) - I wanted to eat cream sauced spaghetti but it wasn't a choice there. So, I went for this. Oh no, it wasn't nice at all. I think I can cook better using Prego's spaghetti sauces. I'd rather prefer chicken sausage rather than minced chicken. What's worst was the chicken had some kind of smell. I am so not used to it. They should have marinated the minced chicken with pepper to block the smell. I should have ordered some chops instead. Grrr...! The spaghetti made me don't wanna go back again. 

Grilled Cheese Chicken - Tasted not bad but where's the cheese, I asked dad. Apparently, those stripes was cheese. They used the normal sandwich cheese. I think they some sort of grilled it on top of the chicken chop, a very minimal grill that does not melt the cheese at all. Hmmm... Not quite of a disappointment. 

German Sausage - Appetizer for the day. Well, I should sat it was suppose to be the appetizer yet it was served last. We both shared and not much comments for this. Sausage, normal like always. Texture slightly different, probably because it's from German. LOL!!! Obviously, not. I know, it was just a joke.

All in all, I enjoyed the night even though the food weren't much of a special. Spend some time with dad and talk to him was simply something special and I rarely do it. Thank you, daddy *hugs*

Happy New Year 2011

Goodbye 2010..... Welcome 2011......

When the clock stroked midnight on 01.01.2011, it's the brand new beginning of everything. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends and family members. May this year be better a better year filled with abundance; Joy & Laughter with dashing moments all year long.

12 Months of Happiness

52 Weeks of Fun

365 days of Laughter

8760 Hours of Good Luck

525600 Minutes of Joy

3156000 Seconds of Success

The day started with a surprise by receiving a FB message from a primary school friend. We did not keep in contact for almost 10 years, if I am not mistaken. A simple new year wishing in the message but one sentence caught my attention. He wrote "I hope it won't to be long before I see you soon"! I was just wondering if I will really see him because we haven't met since Standard Six. Well, shall see how it goes. Hope to see him soon too!

I sincerely thank all my friends who was with me, supporting me, encouraging me with positive energies, a shoulder to cry on, a listener to me, a caring heart and a helping hand in 2010. After all the sorrows and sadness, I am all new. I survived and much more stronger. I will continue my journey of life with more meaningful things. I am glad to have each and every of my friends and family. Thank you. much LOVE!!! 

I am all good. Started the day with smiles and will definitely remain and fill with more jovial laughters throughout my entire life. A New Year, A New Start, A NEW LIFE :-)

Cheers 2011!!!

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