MIA or I got Famous?

Last status update was 20 December 2011.

Then...

I became...

emotionally down,

stressed at convention

and

hooked up by assignment.

All these sucked me up that I feel so down.

Till I need to MIA (missing in action).

Yes, that's how serious I am.

I feel like I am dying inside.

I am very heartbroken.

I ran away from Facebook,

that's very unusual for me and to my friends!

As of 28 December 2011

I have 629 unread emails from Yahoo mail  - this includes FB updates.

Another 100 from Gmail - nothing much just some old mails.

Then on FB, there was 59 notifications and dozens of friends' request.

How C.O_O.L. is that?!

So many in just less then ten days. WOAH!!!

I am bragging about it. Haha...

An ordinary girl suddenly felt like she is famous!

LOL... I'm just crapping...

Classes after a Long Break

Came home from a long dreading day and the only thing I got attracted to was Grandfather's cooking. I could smell it from the front door itself, drooling!!! Super hungry because I only had oat biscuits and an apple over lunchtime then I thought of buying noodles on the way back to Daddy's place t get something for Mum who is at sister's house but it started raining heavily. Thus, no food!!! Had cream cracker with kaya to ease hunger in a cold weather. Later, knocked off on the couch but only half an hour because of the bad traffic. Came back like a hungry ghost, hurried for some banana cakes and a cup of milk. Now, waiting for aunt to be home after work for Grandfather's awesome dinner. Sure to be delicious!

What A Day?!

Slept at 2am in the morning and by the time the alarm rang at 6.30am I felt like as though I just entered deep sleep. Definitely that wasn't sufficient that I had to drag myself off bed. That was a difficult thing to do early in the morning and more depressed when you know that class will only starts at 10am. Insane much, I woke up that early to leave for Uni just because I wanna avoid terrible congested traffic and to fight for a parking space. Yup, I sounded scary by saying to fight for a space but my Uni really has insufficient lots to accommodate all of us. 

To my surprise, the traffic was so smooth. More like I knew it because it's school holidays now. Great..can all other days whole year round be like this as well then I don't need to be so early. In addition, the car park was so empty when I reached. Normally it's partially full by half past se7en but today there were barely twenty cars. I got a shocked and I wondered if I made a mistake by being there and it could be still a holiday. My wish I suppose that it'd still be holidays. Sleepy thus, moody. 

Arrived at Uni before eight and what am I suppose to do till ten? Breakfast, brought Banana Cake. Sleep, too few cars to be secure to do so. Then, I brought my manicure set and I cut my fingernails in the car. Haha... better not know what else I can do in the car. Loads!!! SHHhhhh... *wink*

Not even half past eight, I went to my classes block and I started to online and watched an episode of the drama I'm currently following. Oh I fell asleep in between as well. Lol..I was that sleepy! Finally, it's time for class and I felt so turned off. But, I don't have a choice. Class then ended early, went to a quiet place to be alone so that I can do what I want just like what I did in the morning. That was noon already, had something light and that's about it. Fell into deep sleep when I friend came by, I was stunned and she thought I cried. Haha..I was just asleep. Chatted for awhile, next class was up. 

First time after beginning of the year, I sat on the first row of the lecture hall. Oh well because the lecturer told us that he will be finishing all the tutorial questions for this semester. So, I'd better sit right in front to have clear vision and able to copy 'em. Indeed, short semester; it's ending in two weeks time. Which means final examination is around the corner too. Just somewhere after New Year. Geeeezzzz... 

Rushed off to Daddy's place to get stuff for sister and mum. It started raining heavily, at a certain stretch was so dangerous because there were huge puddle of water and I could barely see. I drove slowly to and be cautious yet I am frightened by the huge puddle of water and blur vision that I almost lose control. Phew... Then I was suppose to deliver the goods to Mum at Sister's place but I was too worn out and due to the rain Mum said next day. The traffic was terrible when I came back to Sunway. The underground tunnel had flash flood causes the whole area to be congested. Cars were just crawling by. 

In addition to What A Day, the Finance assignment is not done yet. Messaged my friend on FB but she took long enough to reply. Me feeling bad for not helping much offered to do something. Yes, she gave me another two questions but I am reluctant to do it. I'm tired and sleepy yet I don;t have a choice. Assignment due on Thursday and what's worst that we need to Turn-It-In for plagiarism check. Can I not do? NO!

The long dreading day has not ended yet!

Side Note  to the title of this post : Rise and shine early or lack of sleep were all fine when I was in convention a week back. Being so stressed up and busy there, sleep wasn't in my dictionary at all for that week. Convention was a week plus and came back needed to replenish sleep so I skipped a day from class. Then, it was Christmas. Convention blues, assignment and long weekend made it worst to get out of bed to attend classes. That's about classes after a long break! 

Dinner : Wolfberry and Dong Gui Chicken + Broccoli + Spring Onion and Ginger Prawns + Stir friend Pork Belly *no special occasion 

~drools~

9pm : too full; BLOATED!!! I feel fat, I'm already fat and now I am more fat. Thinking twice if I want a cup of Green Tea because I am face difficulty in sleeping later. I don't think so since it's a long dreading day. I think I need to do hulla hoop as well. 

That was how I spent my Boxing Day!

Started off the day with ASSIGNMENT!!! Tried to rise and shine early but I was so hooked up snuggling in my bed. I delay my alarm for an hour till I was really awake to do my assignment. Me being half awake on a holiday, doing my best to contribute some relevant points for the assignment. Well, it lasted for an hour or so and I went to take a shower to freshen up. Breakfast was a cuppa Honey Stars with chilled milk! Woohoo... 

A side note - the boxes of Honey Stars had a story behind!

Discount of RM3 off so I grabbed it. Super good deal and they also had a free gift stated that it will be a packet of 250ml Dutch Lady Chocolate milk. So, when I went to redeem my gift, the person gave me another box of Honey STARS. I was smiling widely and turned to my mum and told her they gave me a wrong gift. Haha..I was bad to not tell them but hey, I waited for a moment for him to realise if he made a mistake. he didn't so I assumed that it's alright. Besides, there was a little note on the shelf stating that the free gift will be a smaller box of Honey Stars or Cornflake. So, yea... 

Later, I continued crapping in the assignment and buzzing my group mate  on how to do it. I was at point blank and I felt so bad for not contributing much. I told her frankly and I apologize for losing focus on the assignment. I tried to help on and off. I did my best to contribute but I guess I did the least. I am so sorry. i'd wish I am smart or less lazy  so that I'll be able to be responsible for the assignment. I am also worried that I won't be able to join them as group members in future because they are indeed smart. Sigh! I so wanna punish myself, if I can! 

On and off I left my work to join my family. Lunch, Snowflake and Pasar Malam at SS2. I am guilty for running away from the assignment but I also needed to spend time with my family as my mum is currently assisting my sister with her confinement and mum told me she is bored in the house during holidays. So, I decided to go out with her and we spent 3hours at the Pasar Malam minus the journey thru and fro! My mission there was to get accessories and indeed I got few nice hairbands. I like going there for these stuff as it's always in trend. Yes, getting them from Pasar Malam; cheap, I don't think so because it can be pricy too. Did dinner there as well and got scolded for not able to finish my Char Kuey Teow! Sheesh...

I attended to my lappy once I stepped home to check if the rest have problems with the assignment, also hoping it's completed already. Yet, we are still doing it till now. Way to reach completion of the assignment. A tough piece or analytical finance piece. Me being so hopeless in Finance, I felt extremely useless at this point because I finish it but I am not goo in it. I am frustrated with myself. Gah... Back to work; I'm sleepy already! 

Xmas with Finance Assignment

Christmas Eve : Spent time with friends and then assignment.

Christmas : Spent the afternoon with mum and aunt shopping for clothes for the newborn nephew, continued with assignment. 

Boxing Day (12.10am) : Spending my night crapping in the assignment and honestly, I'm blank! 

Once again it's FINANCE!!! The one I dislike much but I don't have a choice and I can;t delay it because it a useless group assignment. As far as I dislike assignment to I dislike FINANCE, the most I dislike is doing group assignments. Either I am selfish/lazy/hard to work with or I am not as smart as the rest, I just don't like. Also I don't want them to bad mouth me that I am not contributing a single bit. However, my brains are jammed and I can't think. Knowing me and Finance, it's not my cuppa tea! HELP ME!!!

I'm not enjoying my Xmas this year :(

A lonely Christmas!

What's Xmas when your heart is shattered into pieces?!

I just can't make myself to enjoy the festive season nor to smile from my heart!!

All I did was to spend every moment trying to distract myself and to tell myself that I'll be fine..

Thankfully for a good friend to spend Christmas Eve at my closest ex-colleague's house warming and to my family for spending Xmas by shopping for my nephew's clothing!!

Indeed, lucky me..

Christmas with a C: feeling contented although love (relationship) was not in my way!!


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I'm happy and I like Google's awesome Xmas!!! 

~MERRY CHRISTMAS~

THIS IS KILLING ME! 

I DISLIKE FINANCE!

ASSIGNMENT DUE TODAY 

AND 

I KNOW NUTS ABOUT IT!

HOW GREAT CAN I BE?

ARGH... 

='(

10 days since 20.11.2011

It's been ten days since I last blogged. How time flies?! Indeed, FAST... Well, it wasn't me being extremely busy or what to have not blog but just plain lazy. Although I had the urge and thoughts most of the time as here will be my only sharing space that is ever ready. Actually, I lost my mood to blog and I am so down to just sit and write. Also I am bogged up with thing. I am really tired and times. Anyway, I shall try my best to fully utilized my loyal sharing space here for every now and then. I foresee a busy month ahead. Coolios, take care!

DECEMBER is on it's way!!!

20.11.2011

See this special date.. 

I think it's only ONCE in a thousand years!!! 

So, I am glad I live today on this very special date which is about to end in 2 minutes time. Definitely I won't be able to see the following one because I will never live in this world for a thousand years. 

let's see what I did today. Oh wow, nothing. I was at home, relaxing and packing my messy study room. Sleep, Eat, Play! Wonderful life. Indeed, yea but more likely a lazy person on a Sunday. 

Then, I much needed a pair of sports shoes. A proper pair of shoes for work because my work is always a Marathon event. Hunt for a not so expensive yet good pair of shoes, needless to be a branded one. Yay!!! Affordable and it's PURPLE!!! 

Me is a HAPPY young woman on this special day!!!

Cheers 20.11.2011 ^_^

I say it's Friday!

Long awaited for most people...

Looked so worn out, certainly needs a break :b

The weekend is here, though it's gonna be a long weekend because Monday is a public holiday but I still feel that I have not had enough time to slack around! My exams ended just last week and I'll be starting a new semester on Tuesday. Just a week of semester break is not enough! Yeap, indeed weird that my uni has a different schedule compared to the majority. When I am on break, my friends are not and vise versa. 

*personally like this one*

Female.Fabulous.Funny.FRIDAY!!!
There are funny meanings of TGIF and they are all good ones! Cheers...

Hahahaha..

I have no plans for the weekend. I'm gonna just sit back and relax. Oh ya, mum's birthday it's tomorrow.
TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! *woots*

Long weekend ahead, have fun! 

Let's rest and relax by slacking to the max before a hectic short sem begins next week!!! TGIF =)

1/11/11 (=

Hello to the brand new month,

Please be kind to me and May my soon to be starting new semester be good!

Yours sincerely,
Me. ღ ღ ღ  

I am not sure about you, but for me at this moment I think that every month should be a new start. If it's not everything then I'd be something that has gotta start right at the beginning. I am a person who likes to starts things at the beginning of a calendar month, I feel more appropriate. This is Me!

May this new month to be a good start for every one of you. All the best.

November!!! *rawr*

5 months since I last blogged!

It's been five months since I last blogged!!!

5 long months...

Where/What/How have I been? 

Busy? Lost of interest? Lazy? 

Only I knows yet I don't know...all three maybe! 

I'll have some updates soon (:

Happy Week ahead and I'm on a week break *woots* 

To Get "hooked" Up

The thought of him always come whenever I see people or things related to him. I stared at it and begin thinking oh him. Thinking so deeply... Then, it affect me for quite some time. 

I don't want this to happen. I don't want to related things regarding him but they just flow in my mind. So naturally!!! 

I admire people who has his hobby also what he amateur in. I get so deep in thoughts and the mind started to wonder. This is so not right...

Maybe the best way to entirely stop all thoughts even the slightest thing that I found on others that resemble him is to be Hooked Up! 

Be romantically involve with someone else will clearly wash off what had taken place in the past. To create new memories with this special someone. Then, to be totally linked to this person and be happy for rest of the time. Deeply in love and neglect all the unwanted thoughts. This should be the best way after all. 

I have yet to find this special someone to create a new life with me. To make new memories and enjoy love as a couple. Probably, this is why I am still in thoughts of the past. I'm not living in the past but I definitely miss all the things I did with another half. I hope I am able to find a compatible half soon. 

God Bless! 

xoxo

Why bother being affected by something you know you shouldn't be emo about when the only thing now is to be happy!!! 

Let the past be the past,

The present are meant to be embraced,

then, 

Anxiously endeavour for a pleasant future...

Lonely Moment

Whom can I turn to when I feel this way?

Where should I go when I am at the worst of my emotions?

Who can I share my sorrows when I am unhappy?

I miss having someone to share every thing with me!

I miss to be with someone who will care and concern of me!

I miss being in love and to be loved!

all by myself...

LAN Papers

Exams and it were finals on a Saturday!!! So not fun. Worst when they were LAN subjects!! Barely read the textbook because I had other papers yesterday and also sacrificed them to watch the royal wedding. Went there early in the morning, at 7+ and the corridor was filled with people. Started off with Malaysian Studies, one word bad! I just hope that I passed the subject. Not so much of reading last minute problem but it were all facts that I studied years ago yet I could not recall. I should just say I have no interest in it. I better pass the paper and not see it the rest of my life. 

Then, followed by Moral paper an hour later. I was at the library brushing up some facts tho the temptation to close my eyes were very strong. I did took a nap, long nap perhaps that was almost half and hour. Haha! Oh well, Moral was not meant to be studied from book but human nature, behavior, attitudes, practices and etc. So, some sort of I know what is right and what is wrong then can be applied. Well, there were some term I still do need to memorize like utilitarianism, pro life/pro choice and blah blah blah... The paper wasn't that bad after all. Obviously, I answered all the MCQs with the prefect gun in hand where as, the essay question I crap something. Daring? Yeap, because I already know how many marks I need to pass the whole paper from other assessments. Just hope that  would get at least 20 MCQs correct then that's it. 

These two subjects kept me so busy the whole semester. They even took a toll on me this month. The most assessment yet with one event each. I really really really want to pass both so that I don't need to repeat the same hassle anymore. 

Hah.. end of April! Done with year one. I hope I'm really done with it. Till results out...

The Royal Wedding of a Century

In the midst of year one finals these took place. Rushed home right after the paper and tuned in to the Live telecast of the royal wedding at 4pm. Hold on, I still have two more papers tomorrow. I hope the royal wedding is worth my time not studying for my LAN subjects. Then, I started readying so much about the Queen and other royal histories....

 perfect match with the best shot 

Duchess of Cambridge

walked down the aisle

 pronounced man and wife

long awaited kiss at the balcony

edited and added pictures

Prince William and Kate are joined by Margarita Armstrong-Jones, Miss Eliza Lopes, Miss Grace van Cutsem, Lady Louise Windsor, Master Tom Pettifer, Master William Lowther-Pinkerton

The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge (centre), Front row (left to right): Miss Grace van Cutsem, Miss Eliza Lopes, HRH The Duke of Edinburgh, HM The Queen, The Hon. Margarita Armstrong-Jones, Lady Louise Windsor, Master William Lowther-Pinkerton. Back Row (left to right): Master Tom Pettifer, HRH The Duchess of Cornwall, HRH The Prince of Wales, HRH Prince Henry of Wales, Mr Michael Middleton, Mrs Michael Middleton, Mr James Middleton, Miss Philippa Middleton

Here is a link for the official wedding pictures William and Kate.

p/s: This post if for personal remembrance of the royal wedding. Not valid for any broadcasting, profit making or other purposes. Pictures were outsourced from the internet. 

Moses's Confession of Love

Moses Chan made a rare Confession of Love

"Somewhere in life, there is an arrangement. If Heaven arranged for you to love this person, even if this person is bad; you will love him/her. Even if the person is very bad, you will continue to support." 

Agree much!!! 

My Concerned Lecturer

Dear Ms Lecturer,

Why??

Tell me WHY...

Why do you have to do this to me? 

Why did you walked out from the exam hall to have a word with me? 

Nothing happened. Not that I made a big huge mistake in my exam. Not that I copied! I handed in my script then walked out of the exam hall. I sat at the first room and Ms. was at the third room of the hall. I thought she didn't noticed that I have finished. So, when I walked out with me flipping through my book checking if I answered correctly; she came by and talked to me. Asking me "How was the paper?". Just when I'm not confident at all for her paper, she came by to show her concern. I answered the truth that I may not score for the paper. I will just get an AE and see her again. Definitely, she denied that and tried to boost me with some confidence and courage. She also asked "Why do  you looked so tired?". I smiled!!! Thank you very much. I really appreciate it but I know I didn't answer quite accurately in my exam. I am sorry, I may have let you down.

That's about it.

Of all why me? 

There were two hundred plus student taking her paper. Out of all, why did she came to me? 

I think I know and she knows, we both liked each other. Haha!!! Luckily she is a female lecturer. I have a feeling she is very concern of me. I think she do favor me. Not self praising but intuitionally. I remembered once, my assignment had some complications. A few others too, so she called the students' names loud and clear in the lecture. When it was mine, she removed the mic and whispered my name to me with eye contact. Lol...! Maybe she doesn't want to embarrass me. Another thing was she is a some sort strict lecturer. I went to her office to check my marks. At the same time, around ten psychology students were there too. She talked to them loudly (kinda rough) but when it was my turn, she was so soft and motherly. Wow!!! Erm... I gave her a feeling that I am soft spoken, I presumed. So, every time when I consult her she speaks very softly. 

Looks like there is an undefined student and lecturer bond. 

I am feeling very bad for not doing well.

Sorry, to myself and Ms.!

Not that I didn't revise. I did. I tried my best but I can't cramp everything in my brains unless I have a data space to store them all. I always wish I do have one. I studied the chapters that she asked to focus on. The area that will be tested. I shouldn't have focused so much on the parts were tested in the assignment. Besides, so many chapters but so little were tested. If I knew, I should have just revised those few chapters. Grr!!!

Once again, my bad for burning the mid night oil.

Disappointed you...

But, thanks for the encouragement. 

I do appreciate special bond like this. Not every educator you can talked to and consult them. Some give a very unfriendly stern feeling that you would want to run away every time you see them. Some give a so annoying feeling like I have one lecturer now. I dislike that lecturer because she act and dress inappropriately to uni. In my whole schooling day, I had a few teachers who were close to me still counting though. Till today they still keep in touch with me. But, one thing I get offended and I dislike very much. I can say I hate it when people said "favoritism". If it's that matter, I would get what I want easily from my educator. Not once i ever tried to use the bond to get what I want. I will try my best to achieve it and not use favoritism. People just don't get it or they are just jealous. Too bad for them. 

I am selfish for My DAD!

This is the time when I most feel like 

I need to be taken care of

I need someone to be by my side

I need someone to console me

I need a warm and secure hug

Always and it's always family problems that pull me down, especially when I think of the negative side of me in the family. I do not feel belonged at times. I am tired of being the independent one at home. 

A part from it, my sister just told me something and I left the conversation. I just didn't bother to reply because I know the consequences if it's real. I know what will my parents do for her if she is really pregnant. I am very sorry for not being happy for her. I am more concern for my parents and their work than my sister. My mum were to go over to take care of her and not help my dad. I am worried for my dad, if he is able to bare with all the work at this age and energy level. I felt that I am selfish, I am selfish for my dad! 

A friend did her best to comfort me but I am not convinced at all. I'd really appreciate for being there for me.  Thank you so much, dear. Yet, I am very sorry! 

2nd Pair in A Month

Just when I say I should not overspend. I think I have some extra cash for the month. Then, I tend to spend a lil more on food. Sheesh..resulting to weight gain! Next, I bought another pair of shoes. It's a purple and brown, sport-ish like pumps. Less then a fifty ringgit this time. Bought it because the pair I bought the other day, I felt a lil too wasted to wear for classes daily. It tends to spoil fast because I bend the shoes while sitting in oder to avoid revealing any unwanted scenes under skirt. Bleh... Seriously, true. Sit like a girl the the shoes spoil faster. I think. Haha... 

Total, 2 pairs in April (wait!!! two pairs in a week!!!). I hope it's enough and I can stop spending. 

P/S : buffet breakfast tomorrow *woots* 

Long Awaited Type of Shoes

Longing for this type of shoes for a very long time. I don't know if it has a name like heels, pumps, sandals or slippers. The name does not matter as long as I like it. I always eye on these shoes but they are too pricy. Mostly leather made and kinda branded. This time, it was on SALE!!! Half price, great deal isn't it. Definitely Yes. Although it cost at the least of three digits yet it is very comfortable. 

Beige - Very nice and unique colour ♥

Erm... when my sister sees it, she will go speechless because I wanted to but it last time when I went shopping with her. But, she didn't allow me to because she said these shoes looked so old and mature. Nah..I find it very nice with a lil feeling of sophisticated. I hope that's the word to describe it. If not, then because I like and it's nice. Haha!!!

I am happy!!! =D


P/S :

I saw a few book that I feel like reading them. Thirty plus bucks for a book and there were a few. Oh..I need to head over to BookXcess soon. So I must not overspend this month in order to purchase those books. Then again, I bought the pair of shoes and gathering dinner tomorrow. I still need to buy some cosmetics, I saw few dresses and I want a new handbag. Gah...I'm DESPERATE for a Cash Growing Tree $$$. 

I was suppose to begin my Accounts assignment and complete it by today. It's due on Friday yet I nicely went shopping and blogging what I bought!! Goodness. I better start early and hope I can finish it before I head for dinner tomorrow. 

I bought an earphones online and I made payment already. Just when I want to email them my proof of payment and I realized that I didn't receive an email from them. Argh...how great?! Now, I'm worrying if I did purchased the earphones if not will they refund. Sigh... 

Dad's Fruity Cheese Pie Take 2

The title says it all - Dad baked again.

I can't deny how much my dad love to bake although he only have a day off from his tremendously hectic work every day.

He always bake the same thing for a few times to discover what's best; methods to ingredients to texture of what he baked.

Here it is...

Take 2 - de Pie 

A lil different from the previous one by the arrangement of the fruits but the method of baking it too. More steps this time. And that extra step really make it taste nicer. The texture of the base and the cheese filling is really delicious.

Definitely GOOD!!!

Yummy!!!

*claps* Daddy =D

Today's Dish

Ooo La La....

I am the cook today, some other days too but
First time cooking Braised Chicken!!!

-braised chicken-

Grandma is not well these days... So, either one of us at home have to cook. Normally aunt will cook and since I have no class today, I have control in the kitchen. Also because it's for lunch. My first time cooking this dish. Usually, I cook some more convenient dishes, I go for steam or soup. Wow, seemed like a disaster while cooking this afternoon. Haha.. Oh well, came out not bad. Although it doesn't looked appetizing. I think it tasted a lil salty but the rest said it's fine. Granny said it's tasty, aunties too. Bravo!!! 

Lunch : Braised Chicken + Lettuce Soup with Meat  

d(~.^)V

Assessment Month

Stared at the calendar....

O_O

It's been 10 days since...

APRIL FOOL!!!

Oh man...

Which means

Mid sem, Assignment due and Finals

All coming REAL SOON!!!

It's like tomorrow...mid sem is tomorrow.

It begins with Financial Accounting (not too bad, I hope).

But definitely freaking out for Financial Management on Thursday!

Whole of April will be Assessment Period...

All the best!!!

p/s: Cut off all activities including facilitating for Northern Regional in Ipoh but yet to receive confirmation because the program director isn't happy with that and he counter offered me to leave after the session. I turned down the offer and currently waiting for his reply.

Ciao!!! *back to books*

if only it was that easy....

Homemade Fruity Cheese Pie

Ooooo... Fruity Breakfast with homemade pie...

Two slices for Breakfast - too much? NO! 

It looks good?! It taste real good too.
I love it, totally fresh and healthy!!!

Temptations - de Pie

My dad baked it. It's his hobby. 

Having parents that bake and cook are so awesome. 

yummylicious

That JERK got CHEATED AGAIN (=

I was inviting guests to an event soon to be held at in my university. I scroll down the friends' list and I don't see that jerk's name. I thought he finally removed me from Facebook since it's been a year we separated ways and also he has got a girlfriend. So, I searched for him. He changed his name to his last name. Trying to be an all new person I guess. No matter what, he's still a jerk la. 

Found him, and dropped by his page. Oh, cursing and cursing and cursing a girl. Calling her names and stuff. Wow... and he wrote - how to cure Love Depression? Wahahaha... No cure for that dude. Feel the pain that you gave to me. You were heartless during my time!!! Now, I assume that he got cheated again *double the joy* because one post by him stated it. Plus, he is so mad, angry and curse much. SERVES YOU RIGHT!!! 

You went round breaking hearts. You will get it all back, what you've did. It's KARMA - What Goes Around, Comes Around!!! 

*pops* the Champagne (woots)

opps, me so evil.. too bad... 

Every Fruit Means In A Relationships

Tagged by a girl friend....

We are playing a game. Someone proposed that we GIRLS do something special to help with Breast Cancer Awareness. Last year it was about writing the bra that your were wearing and left men wondering for days why the girls had random colors as their status.

This year it has to do with relationship status.
The codes are :

Blueberry : I'm Single

Pineapple : It's Complicated

Raspberry : I'm a touch and go woman

Apple : Engaged

Cherry: In a Relationship

Banana : I'm Married

Avocado : I'm the "Other One"

Strawberry : Can't find the right one

Lemon : Wish I was Single

Grape : Wants to get Married

Passion Fruit : Widowed

Peach : Same sex partnership / Domestic partner

The bra game reached TV, let's do the same to show everyone how powerful women are. 

Wow... the person (I'm sure it's a woman) who came up with this is so creative. She managed to think of so many varieties and get other females clinch on and start the ball rolling. Great!!!

So mine are : Blueberry & Strawberry.

Indeed, I do want a dash of Raspberry just once. Haha.. cheeky me. Just some juicy bits before having all the Cheery, Avocado and Lemon to a lil taste of Pineapple. Then, later on everyone wishes to have a combo of Grapes and Apple most importantly Banana for the rest of the life. 

That's all for a touch of fruit in every stage!!!

to jump off a cliff
to crash into something while driving

to puff 10000 cigarettes one shot

to yell my lungs out in a Karaoke session

to dance in a massively havoc club

to go for an awesome shopping spree

I'd rather choose to just pack, leave to an unknown place of strangers...

If it was that easy, I would have long gone!!! 

Unknown Reason being E.M.O.

I don't know why. I've been so emotional lately. I try so hard to be happy but I can't seem to smile. I am so tired  telling myself that I need to smile. Days have been really blue for almost a week. My mind just can't seem to concentrate on what I am suppose to do. High emotional level and could not be described why. 

I can't focus at all. Even when I was driving, I'd for a moment thought of just crashing at the car in front me to end everything. However, I stamped on the break when my car was so close. Quickly, I texted Adeline. At least some wise words slapped my face. 

Then, I tried my best to concentrate in classes. Class work kept my mind busy but when it's time for a break; I tends to get emotional again. Don't ask me why because I do not have an answer to that. Just felt that life is so saddening. 

Maybe because I am too stressed up with uni stuff. One of my subjects required me (a team) to run an event related to Malaysia, to spread Malaysian culture. Ugh!!! What an event?! Anyhow, we got it done. Coulourful Malaysia. It was a very successful one even though it was on Friday. A mini food bazaar selling Pasar Malam foodie. Lecturer seemed to be very impressed. 

Sometimes, is not that I want to boast. When a lecturer kinda like you, it's so much easier to get things your way. Haha.. exactly what happened. So much easier to talk to her and when she quizzed me (us) on our event. I sounded very persuasive to her, I guessed. She took all into account and evaluated the event, we scored well. Great..! Oh ya, she like people who can speak fluently. My English is not so good but not bad, obviously. Though, I do feel like attending English lessons to improve mine. 

I have been missing this person most of the time. Thinking of him because I texted after a very long time. Never expecting for any replies from him. I choose to miss him silently. Yet I could not control myself but to texted him because all I know he will be the only person who can cheer me up at this time around. Without fail, he did. While the event was going on, I received many messages and yes, one was from him. Just a simple message from him showed me that there is someone who cares. I smile from my heart since then. Woohoo!!! 

I'm all cheered up but I'm still being very quiet. This is not normal. I was then Missing In Action from Facebook for days. Absolutely abnormal!!! Assignment pressure is on too... 

Courage for Japan - Be Strong

The angels are always near to those who are grieving,

to whisper to them that their loved ones are safe
in the hand of
God

- Pray for Sendai City -

- Pray for Japan -

- Pray for the Earth -

 - ♥ - 

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(¸.·´ This balloon heart is traveling around the world for all the victims of the Japanese Earthquake & Tsunami and all other areas effected in the Pacific Northeast. Please keep this balloon going and show your support and prayers for them all during this devastating time. ♥ ♥ ♥

Earthquake and Tsunami Hits JAPAN!!!

Oh NO!!! My gosh!!!

A HUGE Earthquake hit Japan this afternoon with 9.0 magnitude. The earthquake triggered a 10 metres high Tsunami shortly after that. Causing Sendai City, Tokyo to be disastrous in few minutes. The biggest catastrophe in many years that causes Japan to downfall. 

I got all these news when I watch CNN when I reached home after classes. 

Before that, I received a call from dad. I didn't pick up the call so I called back. He told me, Tsunami in Japan. Immediately I paused and I was so worried for my mum. We were uncertain if they are fine. Dad, could not reach them at that time. It all happened when I was still in the midst of my lecture. 

Called dad again at past 6pm. He managed to get mum. They are fine then and were very far from Sendai City. Phew, what a relieved. Yet, I'm still worried. Dad and I keep ourselves updated via news. 

They (mum, aunt and cousins) just landed Kyoto, Japan the day this catastrophe happened. 

" Mum is there to attend cousin's graduation. 

The city they are at is fine. It's very cold there. 

I want them to be fine always and forever. "

Mum - To Japan for a break

Mum is flying off to Japan

I was suppose to go too

But...

1. I thought I'll be having exams
2. I don't have saving to go for a vacation
3. I don't want to spend dad's money for this
4. I didn't want to skip classes

So, I end up here. Sitting at home =)

I told her to get me what I wanted. If I were to go with her, I seriously need a Money Tree because I know what I am gonna buy. Lots and that includes Cosmetics!!! 

I wonder what is dad gonna do at home. Perhaps, to catch up with some rest. Ah ha, he is gonna bake too *yumz*

P/S: Safe flight, Mummy ♥ . Take care and be careful =) Enjoy yourself to the max =D

I won!!! I won from Red FM

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Terry called!!!

I won 4 movie passes from Red FM Malaysia *thumbs up*

I was the 9th sms thru O_O

It was the least expected for the entire day. Very blue and feeling terribly emotional. I text while driving and I didn't know I'd received a call from Terry just when I was about to park my car. I was so freaking excited!!! I don't know how to react at that moment.. I shouted - I love Terry and I love Red FM.. Haha..Terry too shouted, I love you *aww* Haha..he always do to who ever he calls. 

My initial hope was to join the RM50K Music TakeAway to win some cash. So, I sent my details in just in the morning and keeping high hopes to win some cash $$$. Then, Terry was telling what the movie (Big Mama -  Like Father, Like Son) so very hilarious movie by the blacks. The 9th sms with the correct answer will walk away with 4 movie passes. That was Me =)))

Wow..the day I joint, the day I won something from RED FM. Thank you... 

Terry, you just made my day!!!

Cheers...

Bought Myself A Necklace

I've been wearing a necklace from the past one year. It was a key pendant that my sister bought me for my legal aged birthday. The necklace broke just before my birthday this year. It can be fixed but I have yet to do so. I felt so naked without a necklace. I love something on my neck. I love anklet and earrings too but don't fancy bracelet tho.

Yea... I bought myself a necklace. Long awaited for one. A genuine necklace with a 3D Heart pendant. No diamonds, of course though it was from Diamond Boutique. Hahaha....I like it. The more I stare at it, the more I like it. The reflection I see myself from the mirror makes me smile. I don't regret buying something that costs a bit more than the usual shopping I do.

Opps... $$$ ~  time to open my ang pows to see if it could cover the cost of my Necklace =)

Cut - Bleed - Pain

I cut myself again!

Twice from the same culprit!

An accident from the Razor!

I saw my skin stuck on the blades!

It bleed for awhile!

Dettol Cream and covered with cotton to stop bleeding!

It hurts!

I had a hard time bathing!

It was like as though squeezing Lemon juice on a wound!

It hurts so much!

Pain!

See the Razor blades' cut!

It doesn't seem to be that bad!

Skinned area, hurts anyhow!

Yes, OUCH!!!

The pain, try being cut to feel it!

I wonder when I don't need to cover it with cotton!

Sobs! Sobs! Sobs!

:'(

If the Ipod is Gone

I was charging my Ipod and it turned black. I haven't encounter this before so I thought it's normal as it was still charging. Besides, I was able to transfer song to it. So, I thought it fine. Done, finished charging and I unplugged safely. Like really safely, don't disconnect till it's ejected. Then, I tried to turn on the Ipod. Can't O_O. I was worried, tried many times to randomly press the Ipod and praying that it will switch on. No, it didn't. I got so worried and my heart sank. Immediately, my was so emotional. I begin to think - that's it. The only thing left it's gone. The songs are all gone. Yes, the Ipod was the very first gift from him, that jerk. Thank God, Google saved me. Browsing everywhere to find a solution - What can I do if my Ipod is corrupted? I got more emotional when one comment on a page said that the Ipod is corrupted. The thoughts of "all gone" became worst. I was also thinking maybe God is asking me to put it aside. Praying hard that everything in the Ipod is still there and I quickly followed the steps to recover my Ipod. It took awhile though. PHEW!!! Finally, it's switched on and I am listening to it now. 

Nearly all gone - Corrupted

So scared, so emotional; luckily it's alright now. 

The very first gift from Jerk. I felt that way maybe because I am not 100% over him. Maybe there is still something deep inside that I have yet to let go. However, the main reason I am still using this device because it was not the fault of all the heart problems. Throwing an Ipod away is like so dumb. You somehow need money to buy one. I can guarantee that I am still using it NOT because I still want him or not over him. I just don't want to waste it. Moreover, it's just another electronic device that entertains me. Plus point to that =)

Cheers!!!