MIA or I got Famous?

Last status update was 20 December 2011.

Then...

I became...

emotionally down,

stressed at convention

and

hooked up by assignment.

All these sucked me up that I feel so down.

Till I need to MIA (missing in action).

Yes, that's how serious I am.

I feel like I am dying inside.

I am very heartbroken.

I ran away from Facebook,

that's very unusual for me and to my friends!

As of 28 December 2011

I have 629 unread emails from Yahoo mail  - this includes FB updates.

Another 100 from Gmail - nothing much just some old mails.

Then on FB, there was 59 notifications and dozens of friends' request.

How C.O_O.L. is that?!

So many in just less then ten days. WOAH!!!

I am bragging about it. Haha...

An ordinary girl suddenly felt like she is famous!

LOL... I'm just crapping...

Classes after a Long Break

Came home from a long dreading day and the only thing I got attracted to was Grandfather's cooking. I could smell it from the front door itself, drooling!!! Super hungry because I only had oat biscuits and an apple over lunchtime then I thought of buying noodles on the way back to Daddy's place t get something for Mum who is at sister's house but it started raining heavily. Thus, no food!!! Had cream cracker with kaya to ease hunger in a cold weather. Later, knocked off on the couch but only half an hour because of the bad traffic. Came back like a hungry ghost, hurried for some banana cakes and a cup of milk. Now, waiting for aunt to be home after work for Grandfather's awesome dinner. Sure to be delicious!

What A Day?!

Slept at 2am in the morning and by the time the alarm rang at 6.30am I felt like as though I just entered deep sleep. Definitely that wasn't sufficient that I had to drag myself off bed. That was a difficult thing to do early in the morning and more depressed when you know that class will only starts at 10am. Insane much, I woke up that early to leave for Uni just because I wanna avoid terrible congested traffic and to fight for a parking space. Yup, I sounded scary by saying to fight for a space but my Uni really has insufficient lots to accommodate all of us. 

To my surprise, the traffic was so smooth. More like I knew it because it's school holidays now. Great..can all other days whole year round be like this as well then I don't need to be so early. In addition, the car park was so empty when I reached. Normally it's partially full by half past se7en but today there were barely twenty cars. I got a shocked and I wondered if I made a mistake by being there and it could be still a holiday. My wish I suppose that it'd still be holidays. Sleepy thus, moody. 

Arrived at Uni before eight and what am I suppose to do till ten? Breakfast, brought Banana Cake. Sleep, too few cars to be secure to do so. Then, I brought my manicure set and I cut my fingernails in the car. Haha... better not know what else I can do in the car. Loads!!! SHHhhhh... *wink*

Not even half past eight, I went to my classes block and I started to online and watched an episode of the drama I'm currently following. Oh I fell asleep in between as well. Lol..I was that sleepy! Finally, it's time for class and I felt so turned off. But, I don't have a choice. Class then ended early, went to a quiet place to be alone so that I can do what I want just like what I did in the morning. That was noon already, had something light and that's about it. Fell into deep sleep when I friend came by, I was stunned and she thought I cried. Haha..I was just asleep. Chatted for awhile, next class was up. 

First time after beginning of the year, I sat on the first row of the lecture hall. Oh well because the lecturer told us that he will be finishing all the tutorial questions for this semester. So, I'd better sit right in front to have clear vision and able to copy 'em. Indeed, short semester; it's ending in two weeks time. Which means final examination is around the corner too. Just somewhere after New Year. Geeeezzzz... 

Rushed off to Daddy's place to get stuff for sister and mum. It started raining heavily, at a certain stretch was so dangerous because there were huge puddle of water and I could barely see. I drove slowly to and be cautious yet I am frightened by the huge puddle of water and blur vision that I almost lose control. Phew... Then I was suppose to deliver the goods to Mum at Sister's place but I was too worn out and due to the rain Mum said next day. The traffic was terrible when I came back to Sunway. The underground tunnel had flash flood causes the whole area to be congested. Cars were just crawling by. 

In addition to What A Day, the Finance assignment is not done yet. Messaged my friend on FB but she took long enough to reply. Me feeling bad for not helping much offered to do something. Yes, she gave me another two questions but I am reluctant to do it. I'm tired and sleepy yet I don;t have a choice. Assignment due on Thursday and what's worst that we need to Turn-It-In for plagiarism check. Can I not do? NO!

The long dreading day has not ended yet!

Side Note  to the title of this post : Rise and shine early or lack of sleep were all fine when I was in convention a week back. Being so stressed up and busy there, sleep wasn't in my dictionary at all for that week. Convention was a week plus and came back needed to replenish sleep so I skipped a day from class. Then, it was Christmas. Convention blues, assignment and long weekend made it worst to get out of bed to attend classes. That's about classes after a long break! 

Dinner : Wolfberry and Dong Gui Chicken + Broccoli + Spring Onion and Ginger Prawns + Stir friend Pork Belly *no special occasion 

~drools~

9pm : too full; BLOATED!!! I feel fat, I'm already fat and now I am more fat. Thinking twice if I want a cup of Green Tea because I am face difficulty in sleeping later. I don't think so since it's a long dreading day. I think I need to do hulla hoop as well. 

That was how I spent my Boxing Day!

Started off the day with ASSIGNMENT!!! Tried to rise and shine early but I was so hooked up snuggling in my bed. I delay my alarm for an hour till I was really awake to do my assignment. Me being half awake on a holiday, doing my best to contribute some relevant points for the assignment. Well, it lasted for an hour or so and I went to take a shower to freshen up. Breakfast was a cuppa Honey Stars with chilled milk! Woohoo... 

A side note - the boxes of Honey Stars had a story behind!

Discount of RM3 off so I grabbed it. Super good deal and they also had a free gift stated that it will be a packet of 250ml Dutch Lady Chocolate milk. So, when I went to redeem my gift, the person gave me another box of Honey STARS. I was smiling widely and turned to my mum and told her they gave me a wrong gift. Haha..I was bad to not tell them but hey, I waited for a moment for him to realise if he made a mistake. he didn't so I assumed that it's alright. Besides, there was a little note on the shelf stating that the free gift will be a smaller box of Honey Stars or Cornflake. So, yea... 

Later, I continued crapping in the assignment and buzzing my group mate  on how to do it. I was at point blank and I felt so bad for not contributing much. I told her frankly and I apologize for losing focus on the assignment. I tried to help on and off. I did my best to contribute but I guess I did the least. I am so sorry. i'd wish I am smart or less lazy  so that I'll be able to be responsible for the assignment. I am also worried that I won't be able to join them as group members in future because they are indeed smart. Sigh! I so wanna punish myself, if I can! 

On and off I left my work to join my family. Lunch, Snowflake and Pasar Malam at SS2. I am guilty for running away from the assignment but I also needed to spend time with my family as my mum is currently assisting my sister with her confinement and mum told me she is bored in the house during holidays. So, I decided to go out with her and we spent 3hours at the Pasar Malam minus the journey thru and fro! My mission there was to get accessories and indeed I got few nice hairbands. I like going there for these stuff as it's always in trend. Yes, getting them from Pasar Malam; cheap, I don't think so because it can be pricy too. Did dinner there as well and got scolded for not able to finish my Char Kuey Teow! Sheesh...

I attended to my lappy once I stepped home to check if the rest have problems with the assignment, also hoping it's completed already. Yet, we are still doing it till now. Way to reach completion of the assignment. A tough piece or analytical finance piece. Me being so hopeless in Finance, I felt extremely useless at this point because I finish it but I am not goo in it. I am frustrated with myself. Gah... Back to work; I'm sleepy already! 

Xmas with Finance Assignment

Christmas Eve : Spent time with friends and then assignment.

Christmas : Spent the afternoon with mum and aunt shopping for clothes for the newborn nephew, continued with assignment. 

Boxing Day (12.10am) : Spending my night crapping in the assignment and honestly, I'm blank! 

Once again it's FINANCE!!! The one I dislike much but I don't have a choice and I can;t delay it because it a useless group assignment. As far as I dislike assignment to I dislike FINANCE, the most I dislike is doing group assignments. Either I am selfish/lazy/hard to work with or I am not as smart as the rest, I just don't like. Also I don't want them to bad mouth me that I am not contributing a single bit. However, my brains are jammed and I can't think. Knowing me and Finance, it's not my cuppa tea! HELP ME!!!

I'm not enjoying my Xmas this year :(

A lonely Christmas!

What's Xmas when your heart is shattered into pieces?!

I just can't make myself to enjoy the festive season nor to smile from my heart!!

All I did was to spend every moment trying to distract myself and to tell myself that I'll be fine..

Thankfully for a good friend to spend Christmas Eve at my closest ex-colleague's house warming and to my family for spending Xmas by shopping for my nephew's clothing!!

Indeed, lucky me..

Christmas with a C: feeling contented although love (relationship) was not in my way!!


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I'm happy and I like Google's awesome Xmas!!! 

~MERRY CHRISTMAS~

THIS IS KILLING ME! 

I DISLIKE FINANCE!

ASSIGNMENT DUE TODAY 

AND 

I KNOW NUTS ABOUT IT!

HOW GREAT CAN I BE?

ARGH... 

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