Two Wallets

I went Langkawi in November last year.

I bought two leather wallets.

Yup, men's wallet and I bought two of it.

No discount for One but there is for Two.

One for daddy and one for no man..

Then came a guy I loved were using it, but not sure if it still in use now!

Anyways, who cares - I'll just think that I trashed it.

As for daddy's, I just gave it to him =)

Over a year since I bought it yet daddy smiles when receiving the wallet.

Dad said keep for CNY.

Hahaha...I hope he likes it.

2 Men

1 Dearest, 1 JERK!

2 Wallets

1 appreciates, 1 trashed

Banana Oats Milk

Let's have a look what I had for dinner!!!

Banana Oats with Milk

Once I saw my teacher had this and I wonder how it taste because bananas in milk will be soft. Ewww... 

Till I tasted it today, it wasn't that bad after all. Most importantly, it's very filling. Yay..healthy and healthy. 

The initial menu was to just have milk with oats. I needed banana to cure muscle cramps. Though bananas maybe fattening but they contain Potassium that gives energy and to help muscle cramps. It also curbs overeating. 

But, I was just thinking if it's too fattening because of milk and banana. Hopefully not. By the way, I drink Skim Milk which doesn't contain milk fats and sugar. Guess, it's not too fattening.

Yay.. this is it.. Yumz... 

Burrrpppp!!! =P

Bumping into our Ex(s)

The sister called from Singapore... I was surprised when her name appeared at the caller's bar. Enthusiastically, I picked up the call. "Hello, yea.. What's up?" Out of my curiosity, she told me that she saw her ex all the was in SG. So did they greet each other? Nope, because she only got the glimpse of him from the back. Then she saw the his face by the side and it resembled her ex. Without hesitating, she confirmed that it was him. They were about to board the same bus but she waited for the next bus instead. She was trying to avoid him. So then, I asked her why she wants to avoid him. No definitely answer, she said just don't want to bump into him. Well, she just don't wish to see his face. Haha... me being a good sister telling her to calm down and not to think of the past. So what if you guys bumped into each other. Not like you're not living life fully and happily. Just don't think about him and wait for your hubby to end work. That's what I told her. 

Later, I was just thinking that it's such a small world. All the way in Singapore they nearly bumped into each other. After so many years not knowing if he still exist or living in KL still, he is now in SG. Good Luck to him. He is a nice guy but no matter what he hurt my sister. That I'll not forget. Moreover, why should my sister avoid him, she is better than before now. She is nicely enjoying life such as shopping and going for workouts while her husband is working. Most importantly, she is now married. She is not being a spoiled wife, she is just waiting for things to be confirmed and start working. 

Besides that, I am also thinking until today my sister do not wish to bump into her ex. What about me then? I pray night and day that I will not see my own ex every time I go somewhere. As compared to my sis, her was years and mine was just months. I wonder how long will I totally over this fellow. When will I not have the urge to not know how is he and If I will not bother his existence? I hope I will be able to be entirely over it and accepting the fact he is my past. I still have to learn. So much more to learn... Life is never easy!

So it wasn't only me that is avoiding the ex in this world filled with realities.

Whatever that did not kill me make me stronger!!!

Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.

App via FB

Another day started of with being EMO

It was much better later

Yet, I am still thinking of him the who day

Not very happy with that

But, I try to distract myself  =)

Then, took an application 

phrases 4 fun on Facebook

What would be the topic of your chat with your ex? 

"the pain of breaking up"

I doubt I will ever get to chat with me.

No chance at all, never ever

Sigh...

Let's not think of it and live everyday with a smile!

I am E.M.O.

I always forget how to FORGET YOU!!!

I Miss You

~the hottest love has the coldest end~

SPI's Exposure

I was not ready for Exposure..

This is all because I don't feel a part of the Lasallian family anymore. It had been such a distance for me and I felt left out every time I am back there with them. Therefore, I am avoiding so many happening involving the Lasallians and so, I am always lucky enough to also have some other things to attend. I guess someone is watching over me too. I sincerely thank you for that. This time around, I have another event to attend.

EXPOSURE...

1. SPI - I'm reluctantly in-charge
2. Seremban - I will definitely avoid this state
3. Orang Asli settlement - Not keen on going
4. MONKEY Brains - Kill me, I'll not swallow that

Clearly shown that how not ready I was for the exposure. Getting involve in SPI was my option but it was because of another friend. If I were to choose again, I will not choose this school which is locate in Seremban. I am not bias on any states or schools but I don't want to get myself involve in anything that reminds me of him. What more to say when this is his hometown and Alma Mater. He is not significant to me but from my posts, I  still think of him at times but not affecting me like how it was last time. Pretty more certain that he will not be mine and I know I have move on a much as I could. Time will tell, ha...

Then, off to the Orang Asli settlement was not much of a worry because I had been for camp that I had to stay with them for days. This will only be a one day and a night program. I can somehow survive with orang asli because knowing more about aboriginal is something a Malaysia should. However, the biggest FEAR was to eat Monkey's brains. I am not ready to swallow something so yucky down my throat. I will probably puke what I've eaten for days before I even could eat that. Apparently, this is a luxurious serving of the aboriginal located at Mantin. Ewww!!! Besides, how on earth human can kill another living for their brains only. I mean monkey are not poultry that is for domestic consumption. Just imagine how those people in China/Taiwan who eats the brains. The monkey is alive and yelling below the table and they just open the skull to eat the brain. Oh my  God.. I am speechless, I personally felt that it's too evil. That monkey yelling in pain and they are enjoying the so called juicy savory. YUCKS!!! 

Alright, that's about the Exposure program if I am to go over the weekend. I had to reluctantly prepare myself for that when I had no reasons to not go. Then, I was down with cough and flu. I asked if I don't go for it since I am not well. To be frank, I was really sick. They said if only the partner manage to find someone to go with then I need not go. Unfortunately, there was no one. A part from that, I don't understand why can the partner go with the delegates alone and she need someone. Yes, it's her first time and she is worried she can't handle them. Be fair, I went with my delegates alone last year and I was a freshie in exposure too. I was fine. The reason given was because I am a brave person. At that point, I had no choice and it was too last minutes to get a partner. Sigh...all these made me upset and ponder why I am still a part of this big family. 

Today...a surprise came =) All I know that I need not to go now. WOOOOHOOOOO!!! Because I got invites for.... 

SHOUT! Awards 

The Gender Confused Smart Alex

How can I recover immediately?
&
When will I be fully recovered?

Need some Magical Cure...

This is my status on Facebook. I wrote this because I am down with cough and flu. I nearly fall ill recently and avoiding being sick now. I need to recover as soon as possible because cough and flu are very annoying. Coughing makes my throat dry and cleaning my running nose make my ear drums' hurt. Don't you think I need some speedy magical cure?

So yea, don't be a Smart Alex when you not know what cure I am needing. This person that I knew is not the first time being so. She gets on my nerves at most times. She annoys me when she act like a person that knows it all when she knows ZERO. That's "Smart Alex"!!! Gah...I am mad talking about her, this gender and relationship  confused person... *not discriminating her but she needs to know herself more*

I posted that on Facebook and she being very smart, she thought that I am talking about my past relationship and getting over it. Hell No... I need fast, speedy and effective cure for my sickness but NOT cure for a broken heart. I will cure that and time will take me through. 

Then, there was one I went for a friend's open house and she invited for her Barbeque Gathering some time soon or maybe after this semester. No was my answer to that. Not because I dislike her or what but I am bogged up with other responsibilities. Some time soon is a big no no because finals are around the corner, then I've a convention after that. Thus, how am I suppose to attend. She told me off "You busy or you just don't wanna attend?" I should have answer her both.

Oh why the "Smart Alex" issue linked with this was because I told her I don't often go at night. She didn't believe me and stared at me. She accused me as a party girl that goes out every night. Let me ponder on this, Why do I need to go out every night? I can't find any reason for that. Back to business, she told me that I used to go out every day after classes till night falls last time. I told her that was last time. I not often out when night falls ever since I broke up. Grrr.. She just had to made me said that. 

Oh No!!!

No POST lately!!!

I am so lazy to write stuff but there are tonnes of dramas happening around me. 

Will be back in no time with a slow pace.

(just realized, the last post was a month ago)