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The happiest day. 

Filled with hopes. 

The assurance to continue my studies.

The most devastating day.

Filled with tears.

The confirmation of a game is over.

When one door opened, the other door closed.

Why can both doors be opened?

Nevertheless, the opened door was more significant.

It guarantees my future.

The closed door was devastating indeed.

It challenge me at this moment.

However...

 

What has happened in the past will shape me in the future.

Look at the brighter side and be positive.

Live a happy life.

smile

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Better not meet for the time being.

Take some time off for good.

Cold Hands, Warm heart.

Just needed some time to be a part.

Adios March

There is a need to post something on the last day of March.

I will never ever miss March 2010.

I dislike, dislike, dislike this month.

What a month I've gone through with lots of tears. 

I guessed I didn't cried this much yet.

Silly me but I can't control it. 

I went through it. 

I am proud that I am here.

I definitely gained something from it. 

An experience that only one can give because every human is different.

I really don't like March 2010. 

I don't blame anyone for that.

GOODBYE!!!

A journey went through yet not entirely over...

When a boy meets a girl. They were once a stranger and became friends. They try to keep in touch. Sharing joy and laughter, caring for a friend.

Friendship go beyond to more than friends. Go the distance. Love is a game that only two can play and both wins. Lust is easy. Love is hard. Like is most important.

The courage of love and care, grow deeper. Loved with a love that was more than love, love with no borders.

Love is in the air. Love is everything. Love is sweet. Love is madness. Love is the greatest refreshment in life. Soulmates, Hugs and Kisses.

When the flow doesn't move as smoothly as you wished. When love faded and the connection between two hearts breaks. When communication become the biggest issue in a relationship. When trust declines. When one ignores the other. Player kicked off, lost the game. Game over. Heart break!!!   

The fragile heart broke into pieces. The fall was terrible leaving it hard to stand up again. The memories and thoughts flashed in the mind frequently. The heart still belonged. Tearing uncontrolably. Tears from the heart.

Scared and wounded heart takes time to heal. Is takes the courage to be strong again. The support is much needed, the will and confidence to be yourself once again. The time allowed to recover, is the time you give yourself and no one else can help you. Be strong and have the courage to carry on.  Maybe a part of loving is learning to let go.

Sadness flies away on the wings of time. Keep the memories deepth. What has happened in the past will shape you in the future.  Life goes on. Wonderful colors awaits you in the journey of life.

 ~xoxo~

Good weird Mood ;p

I feel so positive today. I wonder why..
It may not sound that positive but at least I felt it was.

Rise and shine, drove to uni and did something that made me emo. Him him him and him, ran through my mind again. But, I was fine after that. I feel good...a very good mood! Yea *smile* Hmmm...did so much chatting today. Somehow, somewhat..a lil here and there of the conversation linked to him. Surprisingly, I was not upset at all. I was actually happy when it did linked. Or should I say I don't feel anything, I don't know how to describe the feeling. No feelings perhaps, No Big Deal... After all, it was a good experience that I do not regret. However, when will he NOT come across my mind?! When will I STOP talking about him??? It takes time, I know. I can do it. I am sure, I will. 

In good mood, yay!

Strong Again

I wonder why am I so hyper today.

I am so happening and activly online.

I wonder what make me be like this.

I wonder am I fully recovered.

Definitely NOT.

I still need time heal the scared heart.

I stood up and faced the fact that is all over.

I feel better after telling my friends that is over.

This probably helped me to stand up and be strong.

Stand up again after every fall.

No one will laugh at you.

Is an experience in life.

I was happy with him.

I am happier now.

    

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有!!!

Love for JIE

I just Love her.

Do not ask why but I just feel that she loves me too.  

She was always there to hear my problems.

Laughter & Tears.

Never once I told her things, she will just don't bother only when she is busy - to be forgive.

I cried to her when my most devastating moment.

She dislike the one I use to loved for how he had treated me.

She tell things through me and make me realised that there will be an ugly side.

She was worried if I could stand up and be strong again.

She helped me to release anger on FB. 

Kill Kill Kill...Stab Stab Stab...Cincang Cincang Cincang

Best thing she wrote a blog post just for him 
 - SHAME ON YOU

I love that post, is just so for HIM!!! 

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

My gratitude towards her could not be described in words.

I will give you a big tight hug!!! :)

Many things we went through were just unforgettable.

Lots more to come. 

I hope our friendship will last forever. 

She is my Jie.
 

I heart you Yin.  
 

xoxo

A New Beginning

Just created a blog.. Felt like writing because lotsa things happen in life that is hard to keep in memories or rather too lenghty to share with. Thus, I decided to start a blog. Apparently I wanted to write long ago but have the initiative to really put my hands on it. Now, perhaps after some downfall in life, I realised I want to write to express my feelings and views in life. I am new, it takes time.. I have lots to learn. xoxo