I am slacking. Oh well, it is
the last week that I can slack because the colleagues who is sitting next to me
will be returning to work after a 3 week break. I will not be so free &
easy then because she will be able to see what I am doing. Besides, my
immediate superior is on-leave today. I am having the row roll of working desks
all to myself. Nonetheless, didn’t I mention before that the CCTV is just above
me?! Yeaps, it is and it captures what I have been doing all these while, I
supposed. Oh well, even if it did and can see what I have been doing so what?
Sac me and pay me. I am not in the mood to be in this place anymore.
It all comes back to how lucky
am I to be offered a job elsewhere. I hope it will really be soon. *desperately
hoping* Then, I will feel better and more hopeful of my future. May God bless
me, thank you! Sincerely. If I am to resign soon, the more I couldn’t care less
about the CCTV seeing what I am doing. Of course, I will still be cautious with
the colleagues around because I can’t be too obvious that I am slacking. If
ever they check the CCTV, I should be dead! *someone gonna get it real bad* LOL…
I have been playing basically
for the day, feeling emo after I scroll through my gallery and saw pictures of
my beloved. I got even more emotional. The feeling of missing and longing for
the person. Dear Lovey, I really miss you. I hope that I don’t need to keep a
distance from this person anymore. He is my pillar of strength, my
tranquilizer, my clown, my listener, my soulmate and all of me for all these
years. I wish I could tell him that. It is so tough to go through this tough
time. It is breaking me. Then, my colleague called me to go for lunch.
Goodness, keep me away from dwelling in emotions. Thank you.
#EGG Sandwich for
lunch J
[loving the egg
yolk]
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