Self Version of Last Christmas

This is from a song. Don't sing it. Is for Reflections on the written words.  

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give to no one but myself

Once bitten, twice shied

I keep my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell my baby

Do you even know me

Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Merry Christmas, I didn't wanna recall the memories

I left a note in my heart saying "It's the PAST", I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you come to me now, I know you'd fool me again

A peaceful room with family altogether

I am not allowing myself to have thoughts about you

My Gosh, I thought you were someone to rely on

Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A girl on a cover but you tore her apart

Maybe this year I'll give it to someone special

Maybe and I hope so

Cause last Christmas I gave you my heart

But you gave away

This year, to save me from tears

I give to someone who cares for me

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I give it to someone who cares for me

And last Christmas

And this year

It won't be anything like

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I tell myself to let go and it's a PAST

This is a self edited version on Last Christmas. A really nice song but this post differs from the real because the situation here is based on my own. Similar words on certain verse remained unchanged.