May 28, 2015

Can I blog at work??

Yes, I can.

I can’t seem to start my engine to work.

I can’t focus.

I woke up feeling emotional but I know I have to rush because I wanna cook lunch for work.

The alarm rang; I was awaken before that.

My mind started thinking why did I wake up so fast.

The thoughts of him, then I tried to just shut my mind i.e. sleep but I know I got no time left.

I chill a bit before rising from bed to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, I continue chilling till the very last minute and I had to rush.

Dress up, Make up, get downstairs and start cooking.

Of course time is running out and I am dashing off to work.

The thoughts of him came to my mind again.

I’d want to text him again then block again.

After a while thinking, I told myself No texting him.

The thoughts came again when I am almost near the office.

Ok! I will ring him when I reach office.

Parked my car, got ready to get down of the car.

This is when I said “Alright, let’s give it a short ring.”

I have no intentions in talking to him at all but I just want to ring him.

I did it.

It rang a few times on my side, not sure about his.

Then, I hung up and dashed to the office.

Oh ya, I switched my phone to flight mode too.

So, that he can’t call back if he did.

I settled down at my workstation, I switched the mode back to normal.

Initially, I wanted to leave it on flight mode.

But, I am hoping for calls on job interviews.

I’d better leave my phone contactable.

In case I miss any great opportunities.

Ding Dong Ding Dong for half an hour, I am still not able to begin working.

Then, a colleague clocked in with a bad day for her.

She met in a car accident and her PC’s monitor was blinking.

So, I helped her to fix it. Listen to her rantings.

Now, I am at my workstation.

Just finished my breakfast which was oatmeal biscuits and a cup of yogurt.

Listening to stress relieve music as I feel I am not able focus.

The air-cond is directly blowing at my feet, feeling so cold.

My flu has yet to recover since last Monday.

Argh….anyhow I gotta get going….

Need to start my work now!