Stop & Stare

Dear you,

To you who always Stares,

What are you staring at?

Why are you staring at me?

How long more are you gonna stare?

To you who always Stares,

Are you a normal man i.e not a homo?

Are you someone that opposite attracts?

Are you talking nonsense about me?

To you who always Stares,

Don't you know that it is weird?

Don't you know that it is really obvious?

Don't you know that you're caught all the times?

To you who always Stares,

Why are you so shy?

Do you feel the urge to be friends?

When will you have the guts?

To you who always Stares,

You looked so cute every time being caught!

You always smile but I avoid looking at you!

You tried to looked at me when I am near you!

To you who always Stares,

I am shy too.

I blush when I am being teased by my friend.

I felt awkward when your friends...

act funny, giggle, whisper and look at me too.

To you who always Stares,

I never looked at you...

I never dare to smile at you...

I never have the guts to talk to you...

... because you always stares at me.

To you who always Stares,

I can see that you're staring.

I can feel that you're talking about me.

I know that your friends know something.

To you who always Stares,

We started smiling at each other.

I still avoid looking at you yet you smile.  

I miss your shy smile every day I don't see you.

To you who always Stares,

Every time I think of you, I smile to myself.

Every day when I bump into you face to face, I smile.

Every moment I caught you staring, I am proud.

To you who always Stares,

I forgotten my awful past since you appeared.

I want you to notice my existence around that location.

I am so preoccupied by you in my mind.

To you who always Stares,

Another girl is very much obvious interested in you.

The jealousy and anger make me wanna back-off.

But, I want to know why are you staring at me first.

To you who always Stares,

Today was the best day.

Today marks a date my heart throbbing because of you.

Today is going be something I will smile when I think of it.

Today,

I opened the door, I saw the girl around you.

I ignore and never wanted to look at your direction.

I went off after that.

Later, 

I came in again and you turned to look.

That was the brightest smile I've given to you yet.

I am always cheered by you smiling to me.

I then place my books beside you, my friend told me you smiled.

I was so happy.

Then, 

I urged to ask you a question.

If we still have classes for one particular subject.

I stammered and my heartbeat was at a quick pace.

I see that you were stunt.

You looked so cute and make me wanna laugh because...

... you were trying hard not to smile while answering me.

To you who always Stares,

I wonder did I make you wanna say Oh oh oh my gosh.

I will greet and smile if you turn over.

I hope to be friends with you.

To you who always Stares,

All I want to know is why are you staring at me.

I need you to tell me.

When will that be?

To you who always Stares,

Since the semester started...

... till almost the end of the semester.

That was how long it have been. 

~ ~ ~ the end ~ ~ ~

I may be just daydreaming but who cares when I feel happy.

I may be checking this person out but I can't stop him from staring too.

I may be just having the wrong idea but who cares because it is not a crime to have thoughts.

I thank you for allowing my mind to not think of my that someone who don't value me. 

Many gratitudes, 

to you who always Stares.

Faithfully,

♥♥ me ♥♥

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