Just realise that I haven't been updating my blog for approximately two weeks. I was away from any internet access and was also bogged up with an event. Thus, I didn't get a chance to blog. I wasn't nice not blogging because blogging is the only place where I journal all sort of feelings that was bothering me all these while. I feel so sad that when I was down and emo, I didn't have a chance to write it out.. I was just keeping everything to myself..
I started my sem break three weeks ago and it is coming to an end soon. I went for KVLC for the first weekend immediately after my sem break started. I enjoyed the convention and it was always fun with all the positive energy around. It was fine but a little emo the week after I came back form the convention. Day by day, being more and more emo over him. I could not control but to cry. As I was staring at the picture we took together, I cried tremendously, I felt that it was such a waste that we are no longer together, a waste that I actually gave my heart to you and a waste that I am lost no where and could not find myself to return. How much I miss you, you will never know, I may only tear. I fell so miserable. All the time trying be act nothing in fron tof my parents. Dying late at night because of you. You never worth my tears but I just can't helped. The feeling for you have yet to die off at that moment. I feel so lonely back home. I missed so much the moment I feel lonely and had nothing to do. I filled my spare time with the TV, well it helped a lil nevertheless the feeling of missing you seems stronger. Can't imagine how I went through everyday like that, thank you mummy and daddy at least someone there at home that I hid the sadness and I looked happy. I am glad that I actually spent some time with them: going for movie, dim sum, dinners and etc. Then, the dawn I was donw to the very maximum, my bestie called all the way from Australia. We talked for almost four hours on many many topics not to be forgotten about him too. I felt much better after talking to her. Ah..thank you bestie!!! *hugs*
Too much of free time makes me more emo due to spending the entire time thinking of him. I always wanting to keep myself busy. Here comes the busiest time since my sem break. I volunteered to help out in the Conference on Education Malaysia 2010 organised by LSC. There wasn't any updates till the very last minuted. I received an email that I and a partner have to design the nametag just a week before the conference. Barely a week, it was only five days. I had no computer back at home so I texted the organiser that I cannot design but I can help in other ways. So the partner designed it. Finally, Friday arrived and I went to help them. I thought the nametag was already nicely designed so all I have to do was to only insert the names and the categories. But, no!!! I had to ammend it and I spent the whole night editting the design and I only slept at 4am just for that. Saturday again we need to prepare things. I have to prepare 150 nametags, I spent the whole Saturday doing it, finished putting all the names and categories; preparing to print then the printer made a drama. Got no choice but someone helped me to print at home and all of us left the place around 11pm on that night with the cars full loaded. Guess what?? The nametags marathon didn't end just there. Continued doing it at Cititel n Sunday. All of us had different tasks to work on and it was really last minute including the nametags. We worked our very best till late night. That was the latest we spent in the hotel preparing for the conference the next day. Preparations all went well and conference day arrives on Monday.
As early as 5.30am I woke to wash up, make up and dress up!!! The ride came to pick me and headed to Cititel at 7am for the conference. Everyone was hooked up with the final preparation before guests arrive. Running here and there getting ready. There wasn't any time to tuck in a sip of coffee. Guests arrived, bla bla bla...conference went on and on till 6.30pm. Hungry and cold, didn't have time for breakfast, lunch and tea till 5pm, I finally have something for the stomach; the conference hall was freaking cold and my duty had to be in the hall for all the time. There was a jug of warm milk, I thinked I drank half a jug as I was hungry and cold! Conference ended and we still have to work. Shooing of guests, socialising, clearing, packing, fooling and camwhoring lasted till 11pm on Monday night. The longest we spent for an event. Had our dinner close to midnight, great food, awesome people and sharing of the conference. Tata...all went home to rest.
A Lasallian friend came from Singapore for the conference and she stayed a night here. So we decided to hang out with her the next day. She had a requirement that is she must eat A&W because there isn't any in Sg. Three of us agree to go to Mid Valley. Yes, I know...MV again!!! A movie as it was her first movie in a cinema in Msia. When In Rome was seriously hilarious yet romantic. We laughed out loud and I was personally dosed with the romantic side of the movie. Knowing me, indulging myself in romance at all times; movie, books, humans and etc. It was a great movie after all. I liked it. I like the actress, Kristen Bell. Oh ya..if I am given a chance I would like to go to Rome; Fontana de Amour. A fountain for love or romance. Then, we headed to A&W. Other friends joined us and we had a great joke there, laughing loudly in the restaurant. After all, I enjoyed my day.
Wednesday, I had a lunch appointment with my high school friends. I had banana leaf rice, awesome and I want more! Yum Cha session after that to catch up. Sadly, it was only a few of us. I hope that we can all meet up soon. I miss those time we had in high school. Friends from high school are much more closer to whom we know now. I love you, ladies.
time for bed *toddles*
xoxo
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