Thinking of You...

I think I really miss you. I have been thinking of you more often. I was better but it started again last Wednesday when I dreamt of you. What was worst is that I dreamt like more than three times in five days. Just you, of you and you - what a dream?!?! What is wrong with me? I just can't stop thinking of you. I want to get you out my head. Right now!!! I don't want you, in my head. I don't want you, in my life. I just don't want you!!! Go away...

I miss you 

I miss your smile
I miss your voice 
I miss talking to you
I miss you tickling me

I miss you staring at me
I miss you disturbing me
I miss you singing to me

I miss being in your arms 
I miss you comforting me
I miss lying on your chest
I miss the way you call me

I miss you making me smile

I miss your small narrow eyes
I miss when we laughed together
I miss cuddling and snuggling you

I miss listening to your heartbeats  
I miss resting my head on your shoulder

I miss you hugging me closely and tightly

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I MISS YOU ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

I miss all of that so terribly much. I miss more then those that I have mentioned. I miss you so much. I wish I can just shout out loud to you that I Miss You. No, I can't because you weren't here with me anymore. 

Nothing can stop me from thinking of you. I wish I can control my mind and my heart. My soul lost to no where just thinking of you. 

The memories are too sweet to be kept, it's as though everything happened just yesterday and now that I am alone. The sadness seems so deep in my heart  that only comes and hurt when I remind myself.  

The memories that I cherish seems to overpower the sorrows. Some memories I wish to delete, just so they stop bothering my mind. 

I feel like I am so obsessed with you and I dislike that...

I feel that we've parted  for a long time, but it was actually not long ago. It seems like it was so long and I am still missing you. The world is so depopulated without you.

I hope it will be better with time. I really want the sorrows to fly away on the wings of time.

I like being alone but I never like being lonely.