You do no know my heart

You said you want unlimited freedom is just an excuse
That I will also accept
Do I still need any requirements to hold your hand
I just want to be behind your back
Someday I will be your best friend 
Vexatious will bear the same tears back now

I do not know your heart would like to discuss the final
Even if love could flow out and worn my hands
You do not understand my heart
Sometimes I really never wanna look back
Just to let go everything
Unfortunately, I have been unable to start 
All that I am still here

Once if I could hold your hands
Is there any requirements needed
I only want to be behind you
and someday I'll be your best friend
Vexatious will bear the same tears back now

I do not know your heart would like to discuss the final
Even if love have to go and worn my hands
You do not understand my heart
I really never wanna look back
Just to let everything fly away
Unfortunately, I have been unable to start
All that is no way to go

Looking for a reason, so I turned away
Why this time I discovered you feel uncomfortable

I do not know your heart would like to discuss the final
Even if I have to go, I will embrace the change gentlely
You do no understand my heart that
Sometimes I really wanna let go everything
Unfortunately, I am unable to do it in the end
All that I have no way to go

[ This is a chinese song sand by Linda Chung. Opps, I don't know the title of the song.  Is known as "You do not know my heart". The translation is something like this. Sorry for the bad translation but the meaning is there. It is very nice to hear and the song speaks my feelings. I like it very much but is not good to hear it most of the time because it's sad. The first verse of the song is so so so terribly true. Been there, done that. But not being his best friend. ]